confused
my head hurts...but i noe i can't sleep...not now...
i'm leaving soon....
later in the nite...
off to korea but why do i not feel excited?
i noe i will be there..
but will my whole body n soul be there with me?
i dunno how i feel...since dunno when
but who can i blame accept myself..
for falling blindly into it
that black gapping hole
although i got so damn many warnings frm everyone
to be careful
not to fall in
cuz if i do...i wun be able to climb out
so true
there is a miscommucation btw the body n soul
cuz one saes to forget n get on with life
but the other aches with the memories
what am i to do?
i keep telling myself that time will erase it all
but will it really?
it keeps flashing back to me
stuff that happened
i can't forget
i can't even put it aside now
cuz it keeps coming back
it hurts..
but who can understand..
i guess no one
cus i myself dun
it just hurts n hurts n hurts
when will it stop
i feel like asking
but i dun dare
coward
almost there... means memories..
memories can bring both pain n joy
i dunno wad i'm feeling now
i wanna scream..
n cry..
n laugh..
as long as it gets out of me..
but sumhow
i treasure those memories
at least it was sumthing
at least it was to me..
how am i to answer when its all abt u??
everyone fears sumthing
i fear rejection
posted by maG @ 12:46 AM
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