falling apart infront of me
Happy 18th Birthday Amanda!!!!yup u're 18 le....
have fun
noe u've been waitin for thisday to come for years...
all of a sudden
everything seem to be
falling apart
my life is in pieces
i'm being attackedfrom all sides
trapped
by my own life
i so wanna run away
it seems that u
never will understand
that i'm different from them
i am wat i am
i am NOT them
stop comparing me already
but i dun think u ever will
if u dun wan to trust me
there's nothing
i can do
for now
i will go according to ur will
but trust me
if it gets too far
dun blame me for wat i do
think wat u wan
nag all u wan
restrict me all u wan
i dun wan to care le
hate my life
if it explains anything
i went for the party
planning to get drunk
i guess i let myself go
i needed the release
just for that short period of time
everything is getting too much
the fights are more frequent
the pressure it getting too much
too many things happening
i'm not sure if i can handle it
there's no escaping it
in school..
or evenat home
i wonder if it will
ever get better
or is it a warning
of how this year will be like
i dunno who to turn to
anymore
i dun wan to burden anyone
cuz everyone has their own problems
thanks for those who cared..
problems from all sides
my life is caving in
on me
who to blame
no one
but myself
posted by maG @ 2:15 PM
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