hmmmm....
once bitten twice shybeen bitten too many times
until it's hard to try anymore
that's why it's a maybe
though that may not be wat i really feel
but
i can't risk it anymore
so..
all i can say is
or wan to beileve is
maybe
cuz it too painful
to give a definite answer
dun think many will understand
but it's true
at least to me it is
life is not just black n white
but all shades of gray
in between too
i'm coming to think
that i like those shades of gray
though it can be
so confusing at times
but..
it can also bring some comfort
ya..
i'm glad that life's not always black n white
for it gives space for hope
and dreams
shades of gray
there's many things on the surface
and even more below it
ever felt
that someone thinks
they understand u so well
but in actual fact
they noe almost nothing
cause it's only the surface...
had lect early in the morn
had a real hard time keeping awake
too little sleep
hm...
had abt 5 hrs sleep i think
bio tutorial next
didn't bring the bk
but it went ok
and
i went for chinese!!
amazing
and did a compo too
wow
it's been a long while since i wrote chi compo
haha
went to canteen to finish writing
den ate
and continued to stay in the canteen
studying for chem spa trial
the weather was horrible
so hot n humid
i can't stand such a weather
i miss the rain
basically stayed in the canteen for 4 periods
i'm not too sure
but somehow
i feel that the weather
affects ppl's mood
ppl tend to get irritated easily
witnessed a few incidents today
hmm...
it seemed we stayed in the canteen forever
finally went for gp at 1.30
did a bit of comprehension
den was chem prac
was there early
so the 4 of us
waited for the rest of the class
before going in
hmmm...
lesson overshot yet again
by right
we are to end at 3.30
but being last period
always drag till 4 plus
sometimes even 5
wrote the whole skill a
den had to carry out
haix
sian-ed
was let off arnd 4 plus
as usual
hanged out outside the lab
decided where to go
some went off to daph's hse to play mahjong
mel.feng.choo.mao mao.fabian
went off to bubble tea stall to get drinks
den me.mel n feng
went off for roti prata
hmm...
first time the three of us ate together..
dunno why but we just realised tt
haha...
talked abt lots of stuff
erm ya....
haha..
went home after tt
took bus with mel to interchange
talked sum more
hmmm...
hope we get to go visiting this sat
and cut hair!!
reached home much earlier than usual
even the cheers lady noticed
haha
fell asleep while reading a magazine
tired...
woke up
and had dinner
rather late though
shall go do work soon
must learn to manage my time better
list of things i wan to do
is growing
haha
when i find the time ba
it has gone on
for a few months le 2 mths to be exact
i think
it's time to figure out wat's going on
but u noe wat...
i won't be able too
cuz i dun haf the courage
that's me
i noe myself too well
so...
letting it drag on
posted by maG @ 10:21 PM
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