it's sunday already
the weekend is ending just like thatnot a productive day
had a horrible nite
slept rather late
arnd 2?
but woke up halfway
4 plus
sumthing bit me...
haix...
itchy everywhere
went bac to sleep after much difficulty
the itch was unbearable
den
mum told me later in the day
that in the early morn
i was crying in my sleep
she saw me
i dun remember why
nightmare?
or sub conciously thinking?
haix...
i dunno
first time such a thing happen to me
wonder wat's wrong
woke up quite ok la
10 plus
but was restless
guess not enough sleep ba
haix
didn't do much
spent the rest of the day
trying to do homework
n to study
mum n sis were watching korean drama
the whole day
took a break
and uploaded pics
hmmm...
am in love
with the song othello
heard my seniors' syf recording
love love
hmmm...
it's a horribly hot day today
hope it doesn't continue to be so
haix....
i dunno how to do the chem tutorial..
dies
stuff happened
made everyone pissed off with one another
haix...
it sucks u noe
really...
went out for dinner
came bac and did some band stuff
tired yet dun really feel like sleeping just yet
hmmm....
skin condition is going down the drain
and my hair has a mind of its own
and mum commented on my dark eye rings..
haix
crappy
i'm not really making sense
am going quite mad
with all these stuff on my mind
haix...
dunno wat to do abt them
there's really no specific reason
for my frustration
it's all tangled together
and messed up
and compounding
that i think
i can't even sort it out
if i wanted to
i find myself
spending most of my free time
thinking
or rather
thoughts just run through my mind
but
the solution
is never available
haix...
so
i just keep thinking n thinking
haix...
i guess
it will be like this
for now
wat happened
to that girl
that was so carefree?
that could smile effortlessly
and laughed endlessly
haix...
silence stretches between us
am i the only one
tt feels sad about it?
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