Thursday, April 06, 2006

i'm just human

made it for school early
first time this week?
bio lect
forgot to bring the textbook
tried listening
but dozed off
jy smack my leg to wake me la
bio tut
ms nora not feeling well
she was on mc
but i think she needed to conduct SPA
so she let us go for self study
went to a classroom and just started mugging for tml SPA
nothing seems to go in
haix...
had to leave the classroom at 9?
next class coming in
ya...
we to outside seasports room
mugged more
rites...
98.7 in the morn is funny!
laughed like mad with mel
choo thot we went mad
almost there i guess
went off to eat
den went to study more
dunno why
but it doesn't seemto go in
haix....
stressed la
everyone is like mugging
and i'm still lagging behind
haix...
tried to mug
got rather irritated
argh...
time flew
soon it was gp lesson time
spent the period talking abt the article
which we found out in the end tt it was proposed to be CA compre passage
it'slike a freaking 3 pages long
and according to her
supposed to haf one more passage la
like madness
like wad a relief it's not this article
i think i wouldhaf taken the wholetime to just read the passage
went real late for chem prac
haix....
dozed off for most of it...
the lesson dragged on for so long
she still demanded on checking the graph b4 we could leave
died in there
rites
i got my first taste of acid
like thanks
it was not diluted can
haix....
sucks....
was so freaking tired by the end la...
my gums are hurting like mad
swollen and just bloody hurts
dunno wad's wrong
worst still it;s rite at the end
where my wisdom tooth is
haix....
hurts
mood went down the drain
but it picked up a little
cuz went out the the clas ppl to eat
i guess everyone wad super hungry
cuz we all just bought food like no one's business
roti prata.mee goreng.nasi bryani.beehoon goreng.bb tea.waffle
haha
yup
the eight of us squeezed to one table and just ate
so funny la
table was so full tt they were stacking plates to make space
haha
funny la...
we just ate n ate
and talked and crapped n lamed
yup
i love my class
=D
went off with mel n franz
met up with mel's ogm who wen to mj
woah
he changed alot!!
haha
they talked n talked
crapped
was playing with mel's phone
yup
when we went off
she went high
hmmm...
haha...
yup
went home
tired
haf to study for SPA
and test on mon
haix...

i only human k??
i can't do everything
i try to do everything on my part
but i can't make others do their part
its up to them le
i've done my part le
wad else is there i can do?
frustrating to haf to worry so much
i can only do so much
cuz i still human
expectations will only stress me out
wad the hell am i supposed to do if they dun do wad they haf to?
nag?
like i dun already do that
i'm already about to reach my limit
with all the schoolwork n stress that's building up
i dun need all these
i'm starting to feel so irritated
it'slike i'm taken granted for
haix...
saw a sms today
its like who the bloody hell do u think u are
asking me to do things
without even saying pls?
if u asked nicely i wouldn't mind
but the way u did
it just sucks
i'm not so damn free k?
i'll do it when its tim
hate it all
having to worry n care so much
i sumtimes wonder if its even worth it?
i really dunno now
do u really think being the bad guy is so nice?
den u try it
fighting against a mountain of probs
one day doesn't go by without sumthing popping up
i wish i could just disappear for a while
but i can't
seriously
words are the strongest tools
use them carefully k?
they can sae alot
i'm just human
i haf my limits

-drained-

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