Saturday, May 20, 2006

in need of rest

was supposed to be up like arnd 5?
but i onli got out of bed near 6
too little sleep for the entire week
sat used to be my sleep in day...
hais...
rushed to school
reached there stonned
open up band room
on air con
blah blah blah
take down stuff
hmmm...
pissed off...
watever
irritating ppl
hais...
why must alwaes wait to be promted to do things?
seek ur own comfort?
selfish
i guess it's human nature
argh...
waited for guitar ppl to STROLL in
like nearing 8
where we are supposed to be in the hall
and none of the guitar ppl are there
like rites
cannot lock band room till they came
argh...
went hall finally
heard more stuff
hais...
i guess i haf just proven a point to sumone
waited
warmed up
we reheared a few times
hmmm...
had this long waiting period
ppl were coming in
had fun talking to kaixin.jessica.nut.
lame jokes
performance
well
it went like it did
messy in the first parts
got better later
had this whole mad dash to go out
chiongster mode
hmmm..
made it out on time
walked back to band room
made announcements
abt the movie tickets
response is rather bad
and yup
i think i've come to a decision abt camp
hmmmm...anyway
really hope response will improve for the movie
went to eat the food tt was provided
not bad la
compared to last yr?
haha
yup
ate le
den went back band room
where i slept
was dead to the world la
damn tired le
haix...
a phone call woke up up
in the end la
but i think i did read an sms
half awake
hmmm...
so the rest of the time spent waiting for the event to end was in dreamland
hmmm...
move instru up
cleared up
packed up
left soon after
hmmm...
met up with the class
went to eat
but i didn't eat la
full
went to buy a gift for ms chan
chicken essence
haha
so now
i'm absolutely broke again
haha
koped from mel's ice kachang
after everyone was done
went off to ms chan's house!!
haha
excited la
cuz first time see her baby
hmmm...
jy.pauline.daph.amanda.ber.franz.choo.wilson n me
yup
i guess she was rather disappointed so little came
but nvm
we'll come again
heh
baby christian is so cute la
haha
crowded arnd
haha
was put in charge to bake
haha
5 of us in the kitchen
wad a crowd
haha
lesson learnt : alwaes read the instructions
haha
=)
when it went into the oven
went out to watch vcd
haha
some ghoast story
damn funnie
and slow show
ate ice cream
and brownies!!
haha
=)
nice nice?
hope so
haha...
yum yum
her husband couldn't take it
and was eating together with us la
haha...
hmmm...
we all screamed at one part
and amazingly
the baby didn't cry
haha
used to the noise
we're like the 3rd batch of students to come le
haha
oh ya
i carried the baby for a while
haha
so small!!
and of course
photo frenzy
franz's phone has the cutest pic
haha
=p
talked alot with ms chan
abt being pregnant
giving birth
the one month confinement
yup
alot more stuff too
choo is like good with kids
jy looks motherly
haha...
oops
haha
we hung arnd summore
talked a lot
watched tv
hmmm...
we left arnd 6 plus
we'll be going back in june ba?
haha
she wants us to go back to bake n cook
haha
and clean for her
haha
=)
yup yup
we'll be back
haha
the baby's real cute!!
haha
=D
went off
the bus took a mil years to come
took 69
den change to 15
hmmm...
didn't go maggie's house
too late le
went home
did stuff
tired
shall be sleeping early today
wake up n study tml
hais...
tired

looking back i see
how innocent i was
to trust
how dumb i was
to fall in
how blind i was
to disregard so much
how deaf i was
to warnings
cuz maybe i wanted to believe
cuz maybe i wanted to try
cuz maybe i lost my heart too soon
too many cuz maybes
too many feelings
too little courage
to do anything
and now
just a little too much pain
hurting inside
trying to keep it inside
so now i noe
but i still can't
why?
i ask this
but i cannot find the answer

-i'm tired of it all-

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