Sunday, July 16, 2006

silence

i need silence..
the peace
i dun seem to find it here
that's why i rather be out
why is it alwaes me that gets the brunt of the anger?
when i didn't do anything to cause it?
same things rehashed again
in ur fit of anger
u just throw everything at me
hais..
was so tired today
slept alot
drained
hais...
totally sianed when was out for dinner
but great big thanks to ppl who cheered me up through sms
and help me get through the black mood
hais...
now i really noe wad faith u all haf in me
like thanks
i noe my results are not good
but did u haf to put me down so low?
i would haf thot u would not sae such things
it hurts u noe?
yes
compared to the two of u
i'm dumb
dun need to rub it in le
thanks
i'm not blind k?
i noe the diff btw ur resluts n mine
i dun need this
how come i find more encouragement n faith frm frens
den frm my OWN family?
i dunno
dun fucking care to noe why
hais...
i hate my life

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