Thursday, September 14, 2006

half done

i'm done for the week
one more week to go
hais....
that's all i can say
hais....

went airport today
to do two things
1. eat at the staff canteen
2. study
found not a bad place to study
n relax
at least for me la
love the coffee there
dies
addiction
guess who i met
darren!
haha
he's working somewhere in there
oh ya
the place was like totally tpjcian filled
we spent alot of time there la
from arnd 12 to 6 plus
yep

as the rain started to fall
staring at the raindrops
my mind went a wandering
thinking of so many nonsensical things
hais
wasting time n energy
but i can't help it if my mind wonders
its crap
pure madness even
but its my respite i guess
frm everything
hais...
feel so freaking dumb
study ba
tt's all i can do now
so damn tired
hais...

caring so much..maybe even caring more than i should..do u noe wat it feels like to feel unappreciated?
i do... but i guess i'm the one to blame..i dunno why i'm feeling like this and doing all this
but i dun want to think n dun want to noe cuz it will all come up to nothing
mag..u are so fucking dumb


love the song
=)

in pain...extreme emotional pain..trying so hard to keep up the facade

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