another
a perfectly fine daywas destroyed
all because of one single call
have u ever considered
that i need time
to travel?
i called
to tell u
out of courtsey
but
u had to be
so ridiculous
in ur demands
i said before
i'm not like them
stop comparing
they take less time to get home
for a reason
cuz their schools are nearer
much much much
tried to tell u
that it was too little time
so that u wun get pissed
if i was late
but i insisted
and flared up at me
for trying to tellu the truth
another limit
another outbrust
another breakdown
i really really
thank u God
for giving me
such a fren like mel
that was able to
feel my feelings
u called
when i most needed someone
to be there
and all u said
was u felt like
u needed to call me
i noe
that i most prob said
many things u didn't really get
and found out many other things
all i can say is
thanks
really really
things just poured out
tears too
maybe no one noticed
but i almost almost reached the end
where breakdown awaited
thanks gal
for just being there
on the bus
it fell
silently
uncontrollably
a first
i'm really
no longer myself
who is this person now?
i dunno
i really dun
too many thing crowds my mind
feeling so trapped
where can i find solace?
not in school
not at home
problems in school
problems from home
problems from myself
i'm drowning in them
problems due to
are so hard to solve
but i really wan to noe
but
maybe
it's time to really give up
there's too many thing now
to think abt
anymore
but
the almost there
it haunts me
the memories
it reminds me
i keep saying n saying
when will i ever do it
there's just too many things
i'm afraid
i can't handle
if i fall
who will be there
for me?
posted by maG @ 10:24 PM
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