Tuesday, January 03, 2006

sighz

its the first day of school...
went to school feeling a little excited
after all haven seen all the ppl for quite a long time

am now feeling damn tired out
by everything

it never seems to stop
just continues..
on and on..
the same thing over n over again..

i'm trying..
i really am..
there's times i really feel that its hopeless
standing there..
i just wan to give up..
but i won't
i will try
try n try n try..
just hope it dosen't kill me

amanda: thanks for being there....

i dunno wad to feel
wad to even think
i hear things..
many many things
but i really dunno wad to believe
i'm not even sure if i wan to hear them
sumthings just seem true
but there's always two sides to everything
am i just kidding myself
maybe
the almost there..

the lies..
the truth..
its to hard to differeniate
at least it is in these matters
wad to do?
i wan to noe
yet i dun
yes
i suck...

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