monday blues
the day started out horriblytempers were short
and it didn't help tt i had a horrible nite
i was tossing n turning the whole nite
just couldn't sleep
woke up with my eyes n nose super irritated
tempers flared early in the morn
got somewat shouted at for doing nothing more
then using my shoe to tap ur shoe
but i tried to not get irritated
and just let it get by
like i always do
but
things didn't improve
do u noe
how tired n frustrated i am inside already?
how much it took
for me to try to comfort u
when i also wanted some comforting?
tried to listen and talk it out with u
but it didn't help
ya
maybe i shouldn't haf said the things i said
when u were hurting too
but i really couldn't do anything else
the words were true
its up to u
whether u wanna listen or not
u noe wat
if u wan sumone to change
at least tell them abt it
it doesn't help tt u feel so irritated
and yet not tell the person
i wasn't in my best moods already
and being the one tt gets all anger n frustration vented out on
just pushed it a little to far
u always said tt ppl vented out at u
lashed out at u for little to no reason
ever thot u did it to me too?
and tt i got it from others too?
its hard to be the one getting all these shit
when i'm already are feeling horrible inside
i've been trying
to be there
whether u needed someone to lash out on
or needed a listening ear
but
it's not a good feeling
to feel taken granted for
it really sucks
reflect n think
do u actually do such things too?
if u think others should change
den shouldn't u?
haix...
horrible start to the day
after pe
had lects
bio followed by chem
den went for recess
just sat arnd n talked
went off for bio tutorial
neck pain frm talking to amanda
who was on the 3rd level while i was on the 2nd
one period break
ate
haix...
its real saddening
to see frens leaving
i dunno why
but in such a short period of time
we became frens
u all became a part of my life
frm jokes,teases,talking crap
i dunno how its going to be like
without seeing all the ready smiles
crappy actions n horrible singing
band prac will be a little more dull
n i guess
i'll miss darren blocking my view
i'll miss the hugs frm rach
i'll miss the shy smiles frm judith
i'll miss it all
sad sad sad
gp n maths tut
time crawled
breathed a sigh of relief
when the day ended
went off to band rm
to open for instrus tt repairman was returning
slacked outside the band rm
hmm...
discovered someone wrote my name on the table there
talked with daph.mel.vee
went off to tm
with vee
went to find franz.yushan.choo.jackson.reagan
but we soon went our separate ways
went to ntuc
the chocs aisle was packed!!
saw amanda there too
i guess everyone was doing last min shopping for tml
went to eat at mos later
talked n talked
mel.franz.yushan.jackson.choo.reagan
came n find us
went off
went to find stuff
but cannot find
went popular
and saw the whole grp of ppl
them again n daph.pauline.jieying
bought stuff
den went off home
took 21 with vee
crapped all the way bac
walked home frm the bus stop
it's not really tt far
reached home arnd 7 plus
quite early?
my valentine's day wish
is simple
it's just to spent it with u
wishful thinking
on my part
but
a gal is entitled to dream rite?
i think
u do noe
but u dun say
so i guess it says sumthing
posted by maG @ 10:09 PM
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