Friday, March 03, 2006

dumb stuff

end of the week
haix...
rushed to school again
getting lazy le ba
leaving later n later
nvm
hecks
gp 1st 2 periods
supposed to watch movie but teacher change
ended up doing summary n aq qn
break
slacked in canteen
went for maths lect
mr chow was lecturing 1st
den switch to tt female teacher
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
since i didn't bring the notes
i promtly fell asleep
was awakened by amanda la
she tried talking to me
but i'm bad at lip reading k
haha
bells are noisy
=P
chem tut
nth to say
bio lect
was reading storybook n listening at the same time
haha
but only at the start la
last 2 periods was bio lab
wah sian
was dying in there
sum more is skill a again
everyone all sian le
was not discussing in the end
ms chan also tired le so let us off like a few mins earlier
went to bb tea stall
arnd 2
went back to school
haix
gp term test
was horrible
the passages were "wonderful"
funny things happened
saw vee sleep
choo's stomach growled damn loud too la
was like laughing with choo
hmmm
so dead for it la
hope can scrape a pass
band
haix....
haf a 'meeting' outside
talked abt some stuff
problems problems
with no way to solve
its not easy
started having headaches again
went in band room
wanted to prac
but ended up talking in the storeroom
to joce
stuff...
argh..
went to wash mouthpiece
talked to franz
haix
prac a little
mostly do tuning lo
amanda having fun with my buttons
haha
headache
ate panadol again
co started moving in instru
haix
it's going to be ma fun for the both of us lo
haix...
2 mths...
was talking to ms wong
planning thing with joce
helping out in the movement
cleared out stuff
finally
it was done
haix
went for dinner
with amanda n grace
opp school
took 12 den transfer to pp
bought my hair ties
yeah
was walking amanda home
went into pet shop
the puppies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cute!!!!!!!!!
haha
saw a beautiful husky
waited for franz n jackson to come
sent amanda home
rite up to her doorstep
incident with the moth
haha
we sat sumwhere down stairs her block
talked
haix...
nth to say
accept tt things happen for a reason
felt so helpless
haix
sad..
i guess
one person's mood affects everyone's
haix...
feel tt i'm just so useless
dun help in anything
only makes things worst

i did tons of dumb things today
many i think i will live to regret them
felt so dumb for being the way i was
but i just couldn't help it
sadness overwhelmed me la
after tt
was just damn sad
haix
i really dun understand me
no one really does rite?
so many things i wanted to say
but i could find no one to tell
or will understand
tired of it all
but still so dumb

so now i noe

its just too hard
confusing
i reaching the edge
breaking apart

-feel my pain-

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