emotional hell
today was a horrible day for mehad a bad nite
was going through dunno wad to sae kinda mood
it was just horrible
pe was ok
i guess everything just went downhill after tt
emotions were in a jumble
so stressd out
so worried
so confused
so tired
so everything
ran arnd trying to finish things
argh
den i guess it didn't make it any better to be reminded
haix...
was so low
and sad
felt like screaming and crying at the same time
haix
lessons went by in a blur
was suffering in my own emotional hell
haix...
school ended
didn't really feel much better
ate stuff
went off for band
cleaned up the band room
haix....
how not to be discouraged
when the extent of ur failure
is right in front of u
i tried so hard
i dunno wad to do anymore
passion is waning
its now my job
and i really dun wan it to be a chore
but its so hard
when there's just too many problems
and expectations
it has come to a point tt i dun bother asking
cause i dun wan to hear any more lies
it's just getting harder n harder
thank God tt things lightened up later
rachel came
polished more of my instru
went off for dinner
haix...
talked abt stuff
wenthome
more goodnewscame
can can is finally free
should be going out this sun
maybe to see the phil winds performance?
not too sure
yeahness
at least there's sumthing to look forward to
am tired
dun really feel like doing work le
i need my sleep
haix....
i have found out a way to land in hospital
frm mr chow..
hmmm...
no matter how i try
to forget
and to let go
i still
miss u
-feel my pain-
posted by maG @ 11:11 PM
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