Tuesday, February 21, 2006

tiring day

i dunno why
but i like the number 21
hehe
haix...
been sleeping earlier these few days
but still so tired
and the dark eye rings are getting worst
like thanks?
went to school
had assembly in hall
mr tan's on re service
so mrs toh took over
great?!
my gp tutor
had civis with her
was drawing n colouring all the while
no childhood la
had roleplay of a job interveiw
rather interesting
yup
it seems that many ppl frm the class quite like her
everytime they tell me amanda or choo that
we always give that same face
haha
funny
wah
2 weeks she's going to replace mr tan
she so strict la
dies
cannot late le
aniwae
after that
had chem tut
went by quite fast
cuz my grp presenting
for one qn
stood in front of the class for half hr la
haiz
think i falling sick soon
next supposed to be bio tut
but wait for teacher so long
she like nv come
so we were slacking outside the class
me n mummy was walking along the corridor of d block
talk n talk n talk
i miss my mei mei
so long no see her le
must haf family reunion soon
and maybe the gang too
haha
after abt 20 min of waiting
the class concluded that she's not going to come
n we all went off for break
hmmm
got rather irritated by some ppl
i'm not really ur slave u noe?
if u wan the keys
can u at least ask nicely?
i haf lessons too
can't expect to walk out of class just to pass to u rite
wait a while also cannot
give me attitude for wat
irritating!!
went off for maths after tt
sian ed
dies
mr chow was nice
let us off a little early
so we reached ms khoo's lesson on time
went by quick
den dismissed
we all went outside
talked to our dear ms tan!
miss her like mad
she's really more like a fren den a teacher
missed the days she taught us all econs
yupz
but anyway
she's back for 10 weeks for her practical training for sumthing likdat
yup
and she's going to teach maths too
whoots!
hope she gets posted to tp after she's done for nie training
after tt
went to band room
got azfar's calculator
went off to tm
after much persuaion
got mel to go too
went to eat at pastamania
tried sumthing i never tried b4
yup
amanda.joce.yishan also ate there
saw franz.choo.jackson
they going para para lo
haha
anyway
went off to cs
after cherie.khai.derrick.huiping came (sorry if i got ur names wrong)
went to take neoprint
so there were mel.vee.clarie.me.cherie.kahi.andrew
weird combi
after tt
they all went off for movie
so me.clarie.mel
went to basement to got donuts
covered in choc
clarie's recommend de
not bad la
they went home
n i went go look for franz.choo jackson
watched them play para a while
sian ed
kong bush man took so long to finish her last dance la...
press wring thing again
den we went off take neoprint again
haha
funny
the guys in the pic never change position de
they lazy
took our own sweet time decorating
after a long long time
we went off
franz is a mad ass
say he tired den he just sat down on the floor
even sprawled on the floor for a while cuz we tried pulling him up
den cannot make it
went off fianlly
met stella
went go buy some thing
den finally went off home with choo
took 15
walked home
hot day...
but dunno why dun really feel the heat
was thinking lots on the way home
i guess i think alot
when i'm alone
hmm...
shall go do things
n sleep early
at least try too

wanting to care
but i get the feel tt it is not wanted
so i shall spare myself the pain
cuz i rather not get the cold replies anymore
once is enough
if my concern is not wanted
den it shall not be given
no matter how much i want to
haix...
even dumb little songs cuz me to remember
i'm really causing myself too much pain
i think
this time
it will take much longer to forget
as mel said
letting go is the hardest
but i'll try
cuz it's hurting too much
costing me too much
it's really killing me
from the inside
slowly but surely
so scarred by it all
leave the past in the past
life really does go on
but the heart is often stubborn
and wants to stay in the past
with all the memories
haix...
though i want to move on
i'm unwilling to let go
just yet

-bruised so bad n hurting too much-

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