Monday, February 20, 2006

bad start to the week

had a horrible nite
didn't sleep well again
was almost late for school
pe was ok
but tiring
bio lect went fine
but i forgot to bring notes
for chem lect
lecturer's voice was like a lullaby
tried so hard to keep awake
lucky i helped franz copy notes
so i didn't sleep
had break
but was doing bio
drawing graphs
bio tut next
went ok
one period break
ate
died eating the noodles
too spicy..
gp
kept dozing off
while marking compre
weather was hot
being in the classroom was almost unbearable
after gp
was maths tut
lost for maths
so dead
head was pounding
felt absolutely horrible
when lesson finally ended
went off to band room
slacked with rach
went to on air con
was really tired
really wanted to sleep
almost did
but the meeting started
haix...
let's hope everything goes well
cuz there is so many many more problems already sprouting out
haix...
if it is meant to be
i guess we'll all noe by may
i dunno wad to hope..
i guess
maybe it really has to be this batch
haix...
headache got no better
started to feel feverish
really felt horrid on the inside
had a hard time concentrating
and brain storming
later went to eat
sorry if my mood was bad
sorry if i affected others
sorry if i shouldn't have said things
haix...
was so tired
i could haf slept standing up at the bus stop
i almost did
haix...
went home
watched campus superstar
some of them went for it
mel.jy.pauline.franz.choo
tired le
thanks to those that cared
joke of the day
mum cooked beehoon soup for dinner

really feeling horrible
so confused n frustrated
my mind's in a mess
hurting everytime i remember
or am reminded
which is more n more frequent
now
even the slightest thing
reminds me
feel like screaming
to let some of this pain n frustration get out
but nothing is able to express wad i feel
haix...
maybe xin ni's rite
depression
but i dun think so..

haix...
not a good day

-the pain is unbearable-

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