Friday, March 10, 2006

tiring day

haix
had a terrible morning
lack of sleep and stuff tt came up
haix
had a tiring nite the day b4
had to gao tim so many things
handled so many calls
and called so much
went to bed b4 i could finish my essay
after so long of not talking on the phone until my batt died
i did tt last nite
haiz
was damn tired la
tried to wake up at 5am to complete the essay
but i just couldn't do it la
too tired
haix...
on the way to school
things happen
haix
haf been worrying abt it for so long le
haix...
i dunno why
maybe it's just conincidence
but..................
haix
felt so sick already
and tired too
mood just went down the drain
sorry to those tt witnessed it
it was not a nice picture i noe
haix..
decided not to go for gp
stayed in the band room
was doing gp eassy
haix..............................................
stayed in tt cornerdid my eassy
and slept for a while
went off for maths lect after tt
den chem tut
had bio lect and finally bio prac
tired until siao
everyone was tired i guess
class gals were a little mad
ber started pleating ppl's hair
so when we went out of the lab
alicia insisted on pleating mine..
dies
anyway
thanks
yup
felt real bad during prac
class ppl kept saying i ps them
cuz i alwaes haf things to do or sumthing la
haix...
sad
went off to band room
met amanda for lunch
ate at canteen
yup
went back for band
j1s came in
hmm...
got pissed off by someone
argh..
was trying to ren
didn't wan to create a scene..
but... really... dun push it
band was bigger
sadly
no tubist
hmm...
big prob
dr lee came
tried combining
but couldn't cuz we were all sight reading
so went for sectionals
argh
said some wrong things to the wrong person
but all in a joking manner la
hope tt's how tt person took it la
dr lee came and went throught the entire 4th movment of 2nd suite
with me n nut
at least can play
whew...
spent the rest of the time playing sum more
and helping jessica tune
had combine again at 6 plus
until arnd 7
much much better
yup
dinner
rushed all the way back la
but only the 4 of us were back out of those tt went out to eat
haix..
had combine until 9 ?
went through the 1st n 3rd movement
yup
voiced almost died frm the "shouting"
haix...
had to run all the way down to carpark in hopes to catch dr lee b4 he leaves
managed too
heh
hols are here
busy week ahead
planning to be done
dies
went off with amanda n chong hui to bus stop
3 of us took 12 plus kian hong
yup
talked n watched card tricks
dropped off at tj
changed bus to pp
walked amanda home
den cabbed
tiring day
physically n mentally draining
haf decided to stay home this weekend n get work done
n study

almost broke down
had no confidence in myself
tt's why i feared
not fit for it all

i admit
i can't forget
cause
i still find myself
missing
hoping
wondering
waiting

-feel my pain-

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