good-for-nothing
so upset..so damn upset..
after reading that email..
there's nothing else to express that feeling
the closest word i can use is extreme sadness
i can't believe how sum childish irresponsible ppls words can affect others
after so much hardwork n time put in
is this wad he deseserve?
is this how its supposed to end?
i dun only blame them
i blame myself
nothing
absolutely nothing
has gone rite since tt moment it was announced
one screw up after another
one mistake after another
one problem after another
but nothing is actually solved
it just accumulates
pile up
ending up affecting so many
through just 6 simple sentences
i could feel the absolute disappointment
i feel so useless
cuz
i in some way or another
has been a factor in bringing out this disappointment
i really do not noe how to face him anymore
i haf been nth more
den a let down
haven been able to do anything
to solve everything
i feel so damn useless
man...
so i guess
the count down has started
cuz there's absolutely nth i wan to do more
den get out of this mess
i haf brought disappointment to him
one too many times
let him down more den it can be counted
after all he tried to help n guide me
disapointment and
this kind of shit frm idiots..
was wad he got in return..
haix...
no mood le
brief of the day
skipped pe to study
but went bac to hall for the seasports events thing
went for bio lect
skipped chem lect
went to study
ate
den was bio test
nth to sae
hope i pass
break
spent talking
gp
listened to teacher talk
hafing gp essay test soon
haix..
maths
listened.copied
end of day
went to study outside classrooms
ate waffle
did work
mel mei came bac
find amanda t
went round sch pasting things
see ppl
rainingso soccer match cancelled
stayed in sch until 4 pls 5?
went to eat
crapped
went tm
haix..
home
ruined my day..
feel tt i'm good for nothing
-its hurts to think-
posted by maG @ 10:53 PM
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