again
it's gonereally gone
my file
wah
damn sad
all my notes
worst still
daphne's spa report
i'm sorry gal
really!!!
so sorry
haix
feel like a dumb idiot
=(
the day was fine
relatively
morning was nice n cool
perfect for running
lessons went by fine
went bubble tea still for a drink
den off to band
all i can sae now
is that
i'm trying
real hard
but
everything takes time
i noe
time is short
but
things do take time to change
i'm doing all i can
but i can't do it alone
the situation that i am in
is not easy
i noe that everyone is facing difficult problems too
but if change is to happen
everyone must change
compromise must be reached
cant expect the only one side to change
both sides must change
together
words and the tone used
makes a very big difference
haix
i feel it building
i really wan to solve it
i have to
i gave my whole into it
but do anyone noe?
the crashing dissapointment
i feel
hiding behind the mask
is a battered gal
i have many things to sae
will anyone listen
i said it not once
not twice
but many many times
but it doesn't get through
does it?
do u noe
how it feels
to stand there?
wanting to say so much
wanting it all to mean sumthing
hoping it will help
hoping things will change
but
only to see
that it meant nothing
nothing at all
it all went to waste
yet again
i noe
that sum dun agree
with my approach
to the problem
but
i'm only human
and
i'm really trying
i wan to get things done too
i dun wan to dissapoint anymore
i too
wan to live up to all the expectations
i need all the support
that i can get
stuck in the middle
knowing alot
but dunno how to go on
without hurting anyone
the hopless i feel
it tears away at me
i'm becoming
a shadow
of wat i was before
i'm walking
very blindly
the flame burning
in my hands
is dying
faster and faster
it's getting darker
the choice
has been made
by all of us
when will u work harder
to fulfil the dream?
i try
and will continue to try
work with me
please?
facing it all
alone
it's painful
mel: gal..thanks for always being there..and sorry...i noe tt it's taking up alot of my time..'again?' as u always sae..ya...again
never far from my thoughts
always there
in my mind
out of sight
out of mind
does not work for me
the difference i feel now
hurts
but
there's nothing i can
or will do
u are like a star
so beautiful
in the inky sky
but so out of reach
always so out of reach
feeling feverish...
posted by maG @ 10:52 PM
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