Wednesday, January 04, 2006

complicated

yup...i'm enthu abt my blog
blog alot...
at least for now...

there are many ways to deal with pain
i hide it
keep it inside
suffer alone
but's that's the way i deal with it
appearance can be deceiving
everything can be hidden
recently..
stuff happened
affected me
mayb e even changed me
but i guess i will never know how great it affected me
until it comes to an end
when i look bac
but
it doesn't seem in the near future

a calm surface hides the turmoil below
so together but so broken up inside
perfect words to describe it

the blog was started at this pt in time
for a reason
to let some stuff out
stuff that i dunno how to phrase in words

i am the way i am now
because of everything

i need to stop sms-ing
the hp bill had blew up again
haix
topical test tml
i'm dead
yeah

vee, clarie,mel : thanks for the gifts ya?



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