Wednesday, March 15, 2006

leave me alone

didn't want to get up
but i did
haix..
it seemsed tt i wasn't the only one
that couldn't get out of bed
mel n franz all woke up late i think
haix...
chem lesson
so draining
she went through alot of things
was so sian n tired
when we went for break
so many of us really wanted to leave le lo
the lesson was just sooooooooo long
unbearable la
but we still dragged ourseleves back
can see the class was getting restless le
sianed
after a while
couldn't take it la
was sooooooooooo sleepy
i decided to go out
went out
washed face
den stoned a while at the tables outside wif franz
felt like sleeping le
haix
still made myself go in
died sum more inside
nothing she said could go in
the whole class was practically counting the time le
pure torture
845 am- 330pm
luck was on our side
cuz we finished early
woah
the whole class was soooooooo glad
we spent quite a lot of time at the tables outside
making a whole lot of noise
and since the school was empty
u could hear us quite clearly
haha
went off to photocopy stuff
funny thing happened
amanda n daph were like chanting my name
frm2nd level stairs
like thanks ar
haha
the class being the class
took a mil years to move from the 2 nd to the 1st
den we all got stuck at the photocopy shop again
haha
we really noe how to waste time de lo
finally went to bus stop
decided tt all should go tm
haha
so
jy.daph.pauline.amanda.alicia.yu shan. ber.elvin.clarie.franz.choo n me
headed to tm
and walked aimlessly up n up
haa
changed our minds half way up
so went all the way down
and went cs
ice cream!!!
whoots
finally ate it
been craving for ice cream
yums
hehe
chocolate caramel fudge
whoots
haha
after tt
we went to this place tt sold pies
bought some
den we split le
the rest went home
so me franz n choo
went to haf a look see at the pasar malam
haha
bought munchies
whoots
haha
funnie how all of us
saw things we wanted to eat
when we were all so broke
heh
funnie
went to interchange
n took bus to choo's house
long long ride
was talking and listening to music
hmm...
when reach
went up her house
get volleyball
heh
we damn crap la
anyhow play
haha
kinda fun la
we were doing lots of dumb things too
dancing n tons of weird actions n stuff
having fun
play until tired
haha
went back to her house
heh...
piggy back her a bit
funnie la
ate ice lolly
den watched jay chou's mv la
nice nice
choo's bro is funny
haha
yup
he showed us the russell peter video
funnie!!!!!!!!!!
yup
we left arnd 8 plus
think i was too tired
started to sae dumb things
haix..
sumhow i just felt down
mood was low
waited for bus
like so long
haix..
no mood la
unstable emotions
walked home frm enous again
the moon's real bright n clear tonight
it almost looks fake
while walking
thoughts flowed
haix...
sucks u noe
it really does
got home
ate dinner
did work
damn tired now
but i still haf to be in school at 830 tml
yet another chem lesson
yup
ms khoo loves us
and band's the entire dae
i'll get through

daph : u!! so bad... make me want to noe den dun tell me
nvm... i can ren till fri...u better sae!!!... haha... interesting
=X

i'm trying
haix...
i wish i could just
let it all out
at once
den it will be fine
but
sumhow
i can't
why?
it just lingers
affecting me more den i realise
i no longer understand myself
sadness invades my soul
driving out all hope
leaving a black n bleeding hole
hurting

-feel my pain-

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