stoned
the daystarted out ok..
had the first two periods free
spent it in the canteen
talked and read alittle magazine
saw a rather amusing horoscope
for me in it
reagan borrowed sumone's guitar
and he started singing
nice voice
entertaining la
had pe next
ran yet again
muscles aches like mad
den chem lect
break
maths tuorial
i really cmi for maths le la
dies
maths lect
the lecturer decided to irritate my class
when its not our fault
so..
i guess
dun blame us for our attitude
after that
chi
ya...i went for chi
haha
den gp
which was the last lesson
after that
went to find the rest of the class
hung arnd
at the tables
deciding wat to do
i feel
rather bad
that everytime
they wan to do things or go out
i can't
due to other stuff
after much persuation
we went bubble tea stall
drank something
den went bac for band
tried to get somethings done
it's unfair
the way u say things
it's like
dunno how to sae
haix
everyone has the right
to vent their feelings
in the heat of a moment
things said
may not really be meant
i learnt sumthing
frm this
things get distorted easily
especially words
had sectionals for a while
den combine
it's improving
but
it's still not up to standards
still so far away
but
it's a start
had dinner
with amanda.joce.farhan.rachel.darren.jianxiong.chonghui.weixiang
stayed to watch amanda.joce.farhan.rachel
play cards
i guess
i was stoning
most of tt time
cuz dun understand how to play
went home after that
i will take ur advices
i noe that it's not easy
i will continue to try
i will do my best
to lead
but feeling disheartened
is part of being human
faced with diasapointment
i can only feel so
but
i wun let it drag me dowm
at least not too much
learning frm mistakes and continuing
is wad i will do
doing things
for the good of others
but do they even noe?
it's hard
when others are pushing for things
to be done
sumtimes
to decide wat to do
it so hard
for the good of the ppl or for the good of the band?
it's hard to strike a balance
with time running so short
and so many thing yet to be done
it makes things harder
but
i will try
my best
to achieve that balance
thanks
for everything
time is getting shorter
there are things yet to be done
is there a reason why
i cannot give up?
fell in too deep
it's hard to get out of it
but
maybe
i dun wan to forget
just yet
cuz
it really meant alot to me
can't help
but wish
my phone will ring
day in n day out
i wait
for an inkling
that it meant sumthing to u too
but i guess
i will never noe
but
i wished that it did
has all hopes been extinguished?
i really dunno
but i do noe
that i still think about u
do u noe
how much it hurts
to see sumthing within sight
yet its alwaes out of reach?
a lot..
do u noe?i really wonder...
posted by maG @ 11:58 PM
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