Wednesday, January 04, 2006

tired

the day is a long n tiring one
full of dumb things happening
forgot to bring my hp out
therefore having to rush hm
and ended up wasting cash on cab fare
nv study for test
tons more

would like to thank some ppl
those that bothered to ask
at least ppl cared
it means alot to me
more then u know

keeping up that mask
is too hard
but i can't put it down
i'm now on auto
just trying to get on with life

i got to say sorry
sorry to those that tried to help
i noe it was meant to be well
but now
i need to deal it on my own

the questions asked
only raised more questions
in me..
i wan to answer..
so that i get answers to my own questions too
dun i lack the most important thing
courage

get out of it
tt's the bulk of the advice i got
i'm trying..
but sumhow..
i still find myself looking
i try not to..
but i can't stop
mag..u are so dumb
why dun u ever learn?

give me time..
that's all i can say now

out of sorts now
forgive me if i do anything weird
am just not myself

i really want to have chalet
but it seems impossible
its too late le
but i really do wan it
haix..
to do sumthing special
memorable
but its not meant to be ba


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