a jumble of thoughts
rites...it's the weekend
i woke up late
like really late
but..
i'm still feeling tired
didn't do much in the day
tired to study a little bio
nothing much went in i think
haix..
really just felt like sleeping away the day
later
went to meet amanda n her fren xiufeng at taopayoh
for the acswo concert
was a little early
after they came
took train to newton
met up with hwa ee n yogendran
later shimin.clement.jessica.edwin n hwa ee's fren came
went to take bus to the place
acs barker
waited for bus
but took so long
ended up taking cab
went to their concert hall
was already late
but the concert haven start yet
saw frens from acjc
concert started arnd 7.45
songs were fine
but i wasn't really concentrating
i guess
i wasn't really in the mood to listen
they played merry widow too
after intermission
was sms-ing daph
was rather bored
was really not concentrating la
only liked the last 2 songs
rather soon
the concert ended
me.amanda.xiufeng were waiting outside the place
deciding where to go n stuff
was stoning le
ended up deciding to go home
walked out together as a group
amanda.xiufeng.hawee.clement.boonhwee.fel.jerald(?)
went to bus stop
sat there for a while
talked
took 48
all the way to marine parade
the bus ride was kinda fast la
waited for bus again
wanted to take 15 de
but ended up taking 31 den change to train
walked home
many things were running through my head
realised i didn't eat dinner
but dun really feel like eating anyway
so many things
they just keep coming up
haix..
to know so many things
but not able to do anything about it
so many questions
so many comments
so many advices
so many problems
it just continues
being stuck in a situation
that there is really no way to go
don't u think
that i too would like to do something abt it
but will anyone understand
it's not really as easliy done
it's really two different sides to this
being stuck in the middle
is the worst
if it is fated
that its this batch
den wad can i do??
i'm trying
really
i am
i dun wan it to happen too
but i can't control it
i'm trying to do everything i can
to prevent it from happening
do u noe
how tiring it is?
feeling low
and troubled
haix....
that's all i can say
abt wat's happening now
an idiot
for still
hoping n waiting
wondering n caring
bringing pain to myself
though knowing this
i still continue
mag...u're so dumb
posted by maG @ 11:56 PM
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