Monday, March 20, 2006

its back to school!

i could wake up this morn
quite amazed cuz i didn't really sleep well
hmm...
anyway
got to school and went up to band rm
became cleaner again
cleaned up the mess on the table outstide band room
hmmm...
went off for assembly
spe for 1st 2 periods
they had the heats for sports day
heh
so proud of the class gals
got 2nd for both 12 x100 n 4x100
yup
the guys did well too
spent most of pe talking to ppl
soaking up the morning sun
haha
went off for lect
bio lect
didn't haf the notes
so wasn't listening
chem lect
didn't bring my notes
but choo lend me hers
cuz she wanted to do her gp essay
so i copied for her
yup...
oh ya
the teacher's voice was perfect sia
as mel said
like lullaby
haha
but i stayed awake..
whoots!
teacher let us off early
went off to change
den off to canteen
sat there n crapped
haha
went off for bio tut
hmmm..
going to change teacher soon
cuz ms chan is going to give birth
and she refuses to tell us whose taking over
i guess i'll miss her
and quite sad cuz she wun be able to take us once she leaves le
hmm..
went off for a period break
ate stuff
dies...
am super duper broke
i haf 2 bucks left until my allowance comes
hmm...
paid for alot of things for the camp....
dies...
double gp period nxt
mans
so damn sad la
first time i failed my gp comprehension
arghz
and of all times
its a term test
dissapointed in myself...
haix..
maths tut was the last lesson
tiring
hmm...
went off to band room after tt
met up with tonglong
passed me the keys to return mr lim
hmm..
stoned a little in the band room
cleaned the board blah blah...
oh yah...
if i can't find a job next time
i'll be a photocopying shop lady
heh
i helped tonglong photocopy like 40 plus pages of stuff
haha
kaixin n me like stood there for dunno how long
yup
went off to prac
but ended up talking to tonglong outstide band room
thanks for the advices n stuff
learned a lot
and got to noe more things..
i'll try to improve
thanks!!
after talking to him
he went off
talked to mr lim next
den finally grace
yup...
hmm...
started prac kinda late
like 530
but didn't really do much
warmed up. tuned. looked at scores...
went out when perc started their combine sectionals
hmm..
spent the rest of the time in the small rm
hmm...
yup
cleared out by 620 plus
argh!!
there's a problem with one of the lights
dies
can't turn off
think got prob with circuit
sumhow we turned it off
locked up n left
went to find franz
slacked in the canteen with him
while waiting for mel
tt gal ar..
said tt i would end later den her
but the both of us waited abt an hr for her la
while talking to franz..
he said some stuff
that got me thinking
ya..
maybe it was really me who started ignoring
so it is wad it is now
i guess i am to blame too ba
haix...
it just so sad la
i dunno how to sae anymore
but i guess
there's nth much i can or will do now
cuz
its me
there's nothing left
end of story.
left school arnd 730
went home
hmm...
tired
it was a short n long day at the same time
trying not to think too much abt it
trying to forcus on the important stuff
surprised when i heard
cuz i dun think i was fit for it
but thanks for the vote of confidence
i hope things get better
i'll take the advice to heart
and put it to good use
i'll try

sumhow i feel
troubled n sad
when i saw u like tt
i dunno why
cuz i'm not even sure if anything's wrong
maybe i shouldn't care too much anymore
please take care n smile

-feel my pain-

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