feelings
there's tons of thingsgoing through my mind now
revolving mostly arnd the same things
they are driving me mad
my thots n feelings
so mixed up
that i can't even figure out wad i feel
anymore
unstable
that's wad i'm going through now
one moment
so high
and the next
rock bottom
i noe
i should heed the advice
and stop thinking and thinking
but
i just do
that's me...
i wan to smile
the smile u wan to see
the smile that use to come effortlessly
but now
it takes so much to appear
i wan to noe wad it meant
all of it
it came crashing bac
stronger den ever
and i was defenceless against it
but then again
maybe
its just me
rite frm the beginning
maybe
it was really just me
i wanna know
yet i dun
cuz i dunno if i can take it
i wun ask
that's just me
dun think i ever will
a step at a time
in pitch black
bumping along slowly
wonder wat's waiting for me
at the end
posted by maG @ 1:21 AM
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