wat to say??
fridaypanic attack...
that's all i can say abt the morning
forgetting to bring things
stuff not working
kan jionging in the library
rushing against time
stressing out outside the hall
fearing all the way
but it went fine..i think
thanks joce for being there to help me keep calm
big thank you to my class ppl
thanks for supporting ya?
all i can sae is that i'm not good at presenting
life just throws all the unexpected stuff
mostly at the wrong time
but thank you God for being there
for giving us more time
and giving me the strength
after that
spent some time in the hall
went to eat lunch with mel
den went for band le
cca exhibition
walked into band room
got a small shock
hmm...
anyway
it went the way it did
thanks to everyone who helped
esp xin ni,charis,amanda,joce,farhan&grace
had prac after that
didn't get to prac
was doing things
packed up n everything around 6 plus
left school for tm at 7plus
ate dinner at macs
with grace,amanda,chonghui,weixiang,yingjing&boonhwee
went bac to school
for og nite
but
spent it at the grandstand
raining
all i can sae it that
clears the mind & refreshes the soul
at least it helped..i think
ran a little
walked a lot
thought of stuff
but sumtimes its better to think of nothing at all
just let the brain rest
but its hard
where are all the stars?
why have u all dissappeared
maybe i'm thinking too much
but it seems to signify sumthing
haix
did stupid things
franz went mad
we all died from laughing
mel was playing with some snow thingy
ended up kena sprayed by her
but she's worst off
haha
cabbed with amanda & boonhwee
reached home soaking wet
got killed by mum
as usual
today
woke up in the afternoon
i guess i needed the rest
went out with sis to meet mum
shopped around a little
mum went off to grandma's
den went with sis to suntec
i finally got my pay
not bad..
but i'm still broke
shopped sum more
den bro came
ate dinner at carls jr
shopped sum more
became the official bag carrier
hrmph..
bought mum's long over dued present
came home
that's today
sense things have changed
dunno wad to sae
sad...
u dun show that u care by being anonoymous
haix
dunno wad i'm feeling
happy & akward at the same time
its confusing
its my own fault
pretending is not me
but i can only get on like this now
until i can leave it behind
until i noe
smiling but feeling like crying
laughing but wanting to scream
do u noe how that feels?
i do
posted by maG @ 9:38 PM
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