footprints of life: June 2006

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

had a LONG day

bio paper was in the afternoon
set alarm to wake up at 7am
but only really got out at 8
hais...
started all the revision
i got so tired half way
i fell asleep studying la
sitting in a weird position
neck pain la
hais...
anyway
prepared to go to school
was rather weird la
cuz at the station only got mj students
den no tp de
hmmm...
studied all the way to school
got to school a little early
went to canteen to find the ppl
rites...
mostly crapping again
we were super lame la
bell rang at 1250
when ppl started going to hall
we all stood up and said " hui jia le"
funnie
outside hall
sang birthday song for mel
she paiseh sia
den she got her hair totally messed up by us
modified version of a birthday bash
hehe
=)
we love u mel
haha
and yes had this joke abt it being her 18th birthday den she'll score .....oops
haha
touch wood
anyway
the paper!!
gosh
i write until my hand super pain
i guess i spent too much time on structured
my essays were super crap
12 marks essay abt 3/4 page
i had to finished that 20 marks essay qn in less den 10 min
like wow
man
i'm dead
hais...
hand was totally hurting like mad by the end
and let's not even talk abt the handwrting
God bless the marker...
hais
i didn't really to finish the paper
and i blanked out on one question
hais....
after the paper
talked to mr tan
after a long long while of lingering
we left the hall
and slowly made our way to tm
yup
we were super noisy on the bus
actually we are noisy everywhere we go
haha
decided to eat at swensons instead of fish n co
gave mel the lollipop
from choc world
the biggest one
haha
cute
=)
ah...
present will be later la...
sorry dear gal...
hmmm...
anyway
mel went off
went to swenson to celebrate fabian's bday
which is today..28th
lunch
before we even started eating
dissater happened
wilson knocked over his cup of water
splashed everywhere
but mostly in my direction
argh
phone got wet la...
wallet too
skirt also kena
hais...
but argh!!
my phone...
and now it's cranky
tends to show the insert sim card thingy
sad...
poor phone
haha
dismantled it to dry
hmmm...
lunch was great
had a fun time la
conversation was great
even if it was a little hard to talk to everyone
cuz such a big group
hmmm...
wilson.franz.fabian.jieying.pauline.bertina.daph.amanda.vanessa.yushan.debora.choo.reagan.elvin.feng.me?
did i miss out anyone?
hope not
hmmm...
ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sticky chewy chocolate
shared it with franz
nice!!
anyway
had to leave early
rushed back to school in cab
was so full la
the jerky ride did not help
hmmm...
band..
had a fun time pushing tables
heh
no childhood
but ya
fun
hmmm...
got instru
dr lee called
wow
congrats to acjc!!
=)
hmmm...
the combine prac was ok?
and yet again choir did not appear
like wad the hell!??
so wad lo...
briefed the band on tml
den packed up
gosh
did sumthing real stupid
=s
haha
hope no one saw
but i think tons did
...
locked up
had a hard time switching off all the lights
so many switches
sheesh
got out of school
was congregating at the out gate
talking
locked the gates
hmmm...
walked to bus stop
franz is an idiot!!
bish~
went to interchange
went to kfc eat
hmmm...
after that
i got a craving for bb tea
so went in search
heh
=)
took 31
crapping all the way la
and sumhow started on the topic of ghost in schools
haha
when the bus drove past tj i think
talked alot la
fun?!
haha
took 15 from pp there
franz walked me home
yup
got home so see the whole family watching soccer
heh
the brazil vs gana match
hmmm...
long day
tml will be another long day too
i really hope nothing goes wrong tml
prays

hey you!!!
^-^V
eh?
red red..
hahahaha

maG loves e.t.
brownies!! *hint hint*

hmmmm....
thinking of many things...
memories

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

a special day

*clears throat*

hApPy 18th biRthDaY

meLisSa LiM cHuaN tIng

haha!!....u're finally 18!! =)

love u tons

hope u like the lollipop

hehe

18 le wor

u're a big gal

be ur age k??

dun alwaes say u small le

haha

maG loves meL

ps: hope u enjoyed ur last min of ur birthday

Monday, June 26, 2006

goner...

i woke up early
only to see my bro just going to sleep
like wow
haha
wad to do
soccer madness...
got out of the house
everywhere is so crowded
i guess i'm not used to it ba
after a month of buses n trains
almost empty of uniforms clad ppl
there's this sudden crowd of them everywhere
haha
school is amazingly crowded
yes
it's been a while since i seen it so full
haha
craps
gave mel a great big hug the moment i saw her
miss her tons la
dunno why she go into isolation
hmmm...
actually
that's a good idea...
haha
anyway
soon
we walked to assembly area
on the way there
i wished amanda n ppl good luck for papers
they on the second floor n me on the first
haha
the class consisted of clarie n amanda
haha
no big surprise
i guess sumthings just dun change
talked lots of crap
s03 switched places with us
for wad reason i haf no idea
so it was s02 s04 s03 s05
heh
hmmm...
assembly was a drag
absolutely no idea was the principal said
hmmm...
chem paper was to be in the d block
guess i brought my jacket for no reason
hais...
at least i wasn't the only one
heh
s04 being s04
wasnt doing last min mugging outside the classroom
as most other classes were
we were cracking lame jokes
jokes so lame it was freezing cold
laugh like mad
haha
and yes
most were going high
=)
gosh
got a shock when we all saw yushan
she dyed her hair JET black
so unused seeing her with black hair
after so long of brownish gold
even b4 that
her natural hair is dark brown
haha
and there was this welcoming party for reagan when he came
heh
i guess all this made me not so stressed la
hmmm...
was at the back of the class for the paper
hais....
the paper
a total goner
hais...
=(
shall not linger too much on that ba
must jia you le!!
chem paper ended
class went mad
noisy!!
haha
decided to go for lunch
as i was leaving the school
i suddenly remb that i needed to meet mr lim
wah good thing i remb b4 i left
choo pei me find him
hmmm...
got briefed on things
finally went off to meet the class
at cs foodcourt
ate
yums
went to check out phones at the nokia shopp
gosh
the phones are all so square!!
hmm..
really dun see a phone in the market that i like
nvm i believe i will
haha
went off
the grp of us split into 2 grps
dunno why too
hmmm...
looked at watches...
ohoh
i saw wendy!!
and she smacked me!!
pain
we soon all left
me n franz went off to get food for my bro
hmmm...
walked arnd some more
erm
gave amanda 10 missed calls
=)
soon
went home
the weather was HOT!!
franz sent me home
and he almost went off with my bottle
haha
hmmm...
afternoon
rather unproductive
can't concentrate
hmmm...
phonecall with amanda
=)
and yes
was concentrating better as evening came
hehe
dinner was nice
that's it
i'm off to study sum more
yeah!!
tml's paper is in the afternoon
good good

i'm in love with the hugo boss fragrance my bro has
gosh
it's damn nice
*swoons*
reminds me of things
=)

Sunday, June 25, 2006

sheesh!!!

my eye is red again
and irritatiing the bloody hell out of me
man
lower eyelid is swelling i think
gosh
how the hell am i going to study likdat
sheesh
damn irritated now
pls pls pls
dun let wad happen that day happen again
it's damn painful
argh...
wad the hell is wrong with my eye....
=(

Saturday, June 24, 2006

the holidays are ending!!!

alarm woke me up at 9 am
but was lazing in my bed
tonglong's sms came around 9.20
and i knew haf to get up le
sure enough
had too
got prob with the set of keys they had
so anyway
called daph to help find out if tmart got replicate key shop
hmmm...
i woke her up
funnie
anyway
rushed out of the house
and cabbed to sumwhere near school
ah... yes
was super blur
hmmm...
anyway
replicated the key that was bent
den tonglong rushed back to school
took my own sweet time to go back
really had no place to go
when i got to school
called amanda
had this chat with her...
hmmm...
i think i was drinving her mad
haha
fisrt time get to kajiao her so much sia...
hehe
anyway
she wanted to go airport study
so tried to get franz
but think he still sleeping ba
nv pick up call
so ended up not going
chatted a while more
hmmm...
after a while in school
left to tm
got lunch for bro n sis
slowly made my way home
haha...
had lunch
watched a little tv
den started studying
hmmm...
rained in the afternoon
gosh
so fast
and the hols are ending
one month has justpassed like that
man....
soon it will be back to school...
hais...
but the busy period is not going to end just yet
whoosh...
ok..
i'm off to cramp more stuff into my little brain
and hope nothings leaks out till after the exams
heh

things are easier said den done
that's a fact
but i'm going to try to do wad i said
and move on...

Friday, June 23, 2006

wasted day

i promised myself to study today
but i spent most of it sleeping
sheesh
disciplined my foot!!!
arghz...
anyway
woke up
had breakfast
read the newspapers
sunnow do wad arnd the house
went out buy lunch
hmmm...
sis was home today
on mc
bro didn't wake up till 12plus
cuz watch soccer until 5 plus in the morn
hmmm...
after lunch
i really wanted to study
but i fell asleep
and only woke up arnf 4 plus 5
(-_-")
like great
den wake up le haf to get ready go out
hais...
wasted the entire day sleeping
stupid mag
hais...
went out for dinner
celebrate grandma's birthday
all the way in taopayo
far
hmmm...
dinner was ok la...
the only topics talked abt was school and the world cup
hmmm...
sad japan's out
hais...
korea's deciding match is tonight i think
hmmm...
the dinner took quite long la...
ooohhh
the durian muachi was nice!!
had real durian filling
haha
i thot it would not be nice actually
hmmm...
left the place like around 1030 plus
took bus home
can can called
so ended meeting up with her
hmmm...
bought drinks for her...
walked to her house
den send her fren off
den walk home
whoosh
went home had drank a little of the coffee wine
yums!!
i really like it
=)
now its raining like mad...

and yes...
i really think i was too tired yest
thinking mad things
so amanda
disregard wad i said yest la...
k??
i think its just being too tired den sprout nonsense...
yes yes

Thursday, June 22, 2006

argh day!!

yest
was in school early early!!!
like 7 plus...
almost like school reopen le likdat le...
so anyway
i sat outside band room and studied
mans
the school super quiet
nice to study sia
anyway
i completed one chap of bio
hmmm...
quite good ba?
band prac
sectionals
hmmmm...
damn bloody pissed
dunno why i still bother le
cuz it never seems to get through to them
think u so good den how come still cannot play
shit heads lo
give time to prac dun prac
later combine cannot play den say no time
slap them upsidedown sia
=(
combine went the way it did
shall not even comment on attendance
hais.....
i shall take the advice and not think too much abt it
concentrate on studies
n hope they reflect
which i seriously doubt they will...
hais...
after locking up
said bye to amanda n grace
went off to meet franz
the 34 bus took so long to come la
was stoning there le
and yes i guess correctly
alot of ppl going airport
hmm...
finally bus came
took all the way to air port
went to find can can at popeyes
franz got the shirt from her
yup
was actually thinking where to eat
ended up decided on popeyes
=S
yum yum
love love
=)
after eating started to study
was studying bio
hmmm...
we were quite distracted
dunno why
maybe cuz place noisyba
study study
hmmm...
after we each finsh a chap
we went off
took sky train
haha
franz really had alotof fate with some things
everywhere he go
see them
damn funnie
see him cringe everything he sees them...
haha...
went in search of ice cream
but didn't find any i wanted leh...
settled at polar for a while
before deciding to go to can can's house
so we walked from one end of the terminal to the other
to get to the mrt
went mad on the train can?
cuz that cabin n the next cabin all empty
running around
taking pics
jumping around la...
stood on the chairs n touch ceiling
haha
so lame
funnie
changed trains
took to kembangan
walked to can's house
haha
very funnie la
we reach there den go find food eat
ate cup noddles
yum!
den cancan got her maid to fry nuggets for me
=)
heh
watched tv
eat eat eat
the 2 of us eat until so full la
went to her room play
was having fun kajiaoing her
when she was chatting online
hehe
hmmm...
went off to enous to get food for mum n bro
they keep bullying me
.....
den the both of them sent me home
went in to get things for cancan
den said byebye
haha
bro has bruises from his tuina session
ouch
hmmm...
didn't do much else
read a little den slp

today
realli unwilling to get up
dragged myself off the bed la
went to school in full black
was too lazy to wear tee den change later
hmm...
got to school
started moving things
thanks to all the ppl that started moving early
hmmm....
rehearsal
can go mad la
all the sitting arrangements n things driving all of us mad
argh
frustraing can
talk so much
think so much
end up actuall it's ok
argh
madness
and the hall was so bloody hot
=(
they always sae the rehearsal start at 9
but they like 945 den just start
sheesh
hmmmm...
played the pieces
den stonned
can die frm the stonning
was falling asleep
hmmm...
den had this whole smsing session with amanda
like she's just a row in front of me la
haha
dunno wad we do la
rehearse n rehearse
den break for lunch
became delivery gal with amanda
take food for mrs neo n mr lim
but mrs neo give them to the esplanade ppl
so had to get summore for her again
take for her n the other teachers le
pass to her
den see her carry until so xin ku
so help her take all the way to general office
walk walk walk
lunch
went to band room
haha
plasters became a hot commodity
haha
rehearsal again
but this time during the long break
had this whole congregation at the back
crapping
oh yes
alot of ppl were amused and to an extent horrified
abt the 1l hl milk i was drinking
argh
dunno wad we do la
wanted to kill franz for embrassing me!!!
sheesh
hmmm...
had this whole playingof the piece shared dreams
like 3 or 4 times in a row
just for the dancers to get their steps right
tiring la
tea break
was in canteen talking to
tonglong.grace.weiliang.changyu.lynn.amanda
den mr lim called to get us back into hall
the composer for the shared dreams came n listen
hmmm...
yup
it was a relief to end
man
i really dun understand some ppl
so damn bloody selfish la
can't even help other ppl
and wat more
they are ur frens!!!
and had to kaopei so damn much
be a man la
help abit only can??
and its not as if u all help for all the previous times
and if u got things to complain
come right up to my face man
dun bloody whine and complain behind my back
where's the unity?
can't u all even bother to help ur frens
think u all are the only ones tired la
shitheads!
(&^^$#^!^**%$&*&*&&^^%$%^%$^&*&)++=--909(*&^%*(%#!~&*)*^
irritating la
hais...
not a day passes
without me getting worked up
argh
slap slap slap
and i seriously hate fakers
gosh
argh!!
hais...
anyway
franz came to meet amanda n me
so the lot of us locked up n left
cabbed to pp
pool!!!
haha
so long nv play le
fun fun
but all of us very tired
den aiming not zhun one
golf....
=)
den eat
and went pet shop
haha
took 15
franz walked me home
tired
long chat with amanda darling
on the phone
cuz we all bored
and dun wan to study
talked abt lots of things!!
I LOVE AMANDA !!!
haha
yup
shit la
think today
i too tired
sprouting mad things
and thinking even more crazy thing
nonono mag
wake up gal!!!
last few days to school reopen
dies
so dead for ct

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

fab coffee wine!!! love love ... cool ain't it?

its very cute rite?? and the colors are just so nice =D

say hi to my new fren!!!

irritate me and i'll bite!!

mon
last week of hols
dies
time passes way too fast for comfort
it was a horrible day for me
seriously bad
eye was hurting so bad when i woke up
i really wanted not to go school
hais..
but i did
and my eye hurt for the rest of the day
burning sensation when i blink
damn uncomfortable
hurt like mad
and yes
it was a bad day
left the house le
den realise nv bring wallet
had to rush home to get
reached sch later den usual
that nagging bad feeling i had
became true all too soon
like thanks
got so frustrated n pissed off at myself
so early morning got scolding from so many teachers
like yup
i really wanted it
got pissed off more
wad the hell
i hate those ppl who only like to say things abt others
and think that u are absolutely perfect
u better be damn glad i nv shoot u back straight
cause u would haf died
HATE it
self righteous IDIOT
lucky was able to control
i really didn't need to explain to u
damn fucked up already den need to stand all that shit
ARGH
hands were itching to slap already
*&^%$#!%^*%^#^&**^$^
the rest of the prac
was just...
hais...
by the end of everything
i really dunno how to face some ppl
i guess some understand
it felt just so horrible inside
man
hais...
after everyone left
stayed in band room
with lynn n grace
was talking
den dr lee called
hmmm...
talked a while
den mr lim came
talked to him too
hais...
went off to bb tea
2nd cup of the day
waited for grace's dad to come
went off with lynn
to interchange
sent her off
saw franz there
and saved him
hmmm...
went to meet can can
got to eat popeyes mashed potato
yums
had dinner at macs
den went off
went to hokee pau place
we got some things
hmmm...
shared ice kachang
=)
did a really mad thing
the three of us walked from bedok to kembangan
yup
we were mad
at least i was
walked n walked n walked
when we reached kembangan
went cheers
and franz bought cup noodles
hmmm
and can can did sumthing to the vending machine
haha
so we finished the noodles
walked home
franz walked with us
anyway
he decided to walk to enous
sent can can off
he walked me home
den went off
came online
hais...
dunno wad to say already
studied a little
den slept around 1 plus

today
woke up
den rushed to dress n stuff
hmmm...
does my voice really sound like i just woke up???
everything ppl will say i sound like i just wake up
grrrr...
went to bugis with bro
to haf lunch with dad
saw kim ng !!
they were there for a program i think
the taxi that one
hmmm...
had a great lunch at fish n co
=)
nice nice
went to dad's office
whao
i love the view
it was a cloudy day
so interesting to watch the sky
yup
hung arnd in his office until arnd 23o plus
den went off
walked to city hall
bro was determined to buy things
so was baiscally following hime
hmmmm...
he got nice shirt frm polo jeans
went off to tm
first thing first
paid my hp bill
den got lots n lots of famous amos cookies
haha
madness la
brought everything home while bro went off to meet fren
studied
yup
that's abt it

there's school tml
yup
should be meeting franz to study after band
argh!!!!
i really really want to watch scary movie 4
hais...
oh yes!!
mummy finally opened the coffee wine!!
it's damn nice!!!
and very fun to pour
hehe
alcohol!!!
=)

i've made up my mind
-the final goodbye-

Monday, June 19, 2006

oh my poor eye

gosh
my eye hurts so bad now
lower eyelid is swollen
it hurts to blink
dies

and yes
now i noe
there are avid soccer fans in my neighbourhood
heard ppl cheering when brazil scored just now
haha

hais...
my poor eye
pain

back to the books

Sunday, June 18, 2006

so dead

for the past few days
stayed home
and tried to study
and yes
i really can't concentrate in the afternoon
at least not at home
hais....
so many more chaps to go
hais
so dead
and
for dunno wad reason
my right eye is watering like mad
and its very red
hmmm...
it's alwaes the right eye
argh
i really really want to watch movies!!
scary movie 4
the omen
silent hill
blah blah
argh
and i haf to go pay my handphone bill asap
since dad didn't tell me he didn't pay
i haf to pay 10 over dollars of overdue charges i think
thanks
like i haf lots of cash to spare
=(
man
i'm grouchy
and my eye is driving me mad
pain

bittersweet memories
no matter how i try to stop thinking
i can't
i noe it's useless to hold on to them
cuz they only meant something to me

i miss mel
where is my dear mel??

Friday, June 16, 2006

inspiration come in small things

thurs
slept at 3 am the night before
was studying
so no big surprise that i woke up late
rushed to school
was early
went to the lib to print somethings
started moving downstairs
i wonder why is it they always look for band ppl?
like thanks
keys everything look for me?
hais..
had to find co teacher
turn on the air con in the hall
open shutters
rehearsals were a drag
hmmm
i rather like wad the choir sang
=)
hehe
at least i had some amusement
was smsing lynn
and having silent convo with her across the row
funnie
had a short break
during that
was highly amused by the percs
playing bumble bee
hmmm...
second rehearsal started
played for dance
merry widow
den started the long wait again
talked to dr lee n mr lim
hmmm...
i guess that's that
spent the rest of the time standing there
talking to joce
the two of us were rather amused at wat franz changyu n wieliang were doing
hmmm...
boys will be boys
and no
i do not haf a mag face
=S
haha
anyway
dr lee was super amused by a story he heard
haha
finale
den after a lecture by mr tan
abt how we were during the performance
pls
u try sitting there for an hour and act interested
not possible
hmm...
but rehearsal was ok lo
we ended
den moved up and everything
recording of the percs' playing
hmmm...
locked up and left
sorry nat n daniel
haf to wait for me so long
anywae
the four of us
daniel.amanda.nat.me
went off to eat
ok
i was rather shocked that it was already 3plus
hmmm...
had lunch den it was off to far east
train ride was funnie!!
amanda n nat couldn't stop laughing
at each other's laughter
haha
picture!!
lynn!!
haven't show u
haha
anyway
its been so damn long since i've been to orchard
mans
that's how deprived i am
haha
walked to far east
hmmm
damn lame la
we were standing in front the info borad
trying to find the stall
when it was just there
funnie
ok
had this whole thing abt choosing the colour
still can't realli find that lime green we wanted
but we settled for somthing near that i guess
haha
amanda got her pink ties
hmmm...
went off
then there's daniel's incident
HAHA
damn funnie
the three of us laughed non- stop
ok
so it's a secret between the four of us
hmmm...
tried fried mars bar
first time
yes i noe
very slow
but better slow den never rite?
shared it with daniel
haha
nice
cuz it's sweet
haha
nat wen off with her frens
we walked bac to mrt
parted ways at city hall
amanda n i went to raffles
bought flowers
she bought a red rose for crystal
and i bought one for my cousin
decided to sit n wait at bk
was talking
amanda's fren xiufeng came
ate
den rach came
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!
talked
ate
hwaee came
talked somemore
hmmm...
lef the place and went off to meet lynn
hwaee was like a tour guide la
the rest of us were just following behind her
haha
reached vch
waited for grace to come
den we all went up
Muse : A Night to Remember
and yes it was
great job by acjc
was really blown away by their Movement for Rosa
turandot was great too
their concert was good
and i think my cousin is a damn good player
her solos were good!!
haha
saw many familar faces
and yes
crystal remembers our names
haha
was waited outside for ppl
sang b'day song for rach!!
saw my uncle n aunt
and yet again
they were surprised i was there
haha
this whole lot of us were waiting
kassyn.shimin.ain.lynn.amanda.rach.xiufeng.kaixiang.me
we talked alot of crap
kept teasing ppl
haha
finally
after a long long while
we started leaving
haha
walked n walked
talked n talked
topics were highly random
took mrt
slowly one by one we left i guess
it was a nice night
until i got home
and caught hell
hais...
somethings it takes very little to ruin a nice day
i planned to stay up to study
but was too sian after the scolding
so i slept

today
slept in
no band today
dr lee gave us a break
=)
woke up late
lunch
hmmm...
was reading the newspapers when dr lee called
abt changes in sitting plan
and den
was so embrassed la
cuz someone in the background asked who was it
den dr lee was said it's the person who said .....
den i heard from the background i think mrs neo's voice
and mr tan's voice saying " tell her her ct is here"
gosh
like thanks ar!!
=S
talked a little abt the concert
so i studied for a while
den dr lee called again
abt the changes again
quite funnie la
abt the things we talked abt in that convo
hmmm
studied for the rest of the afternoon
hais
haf alot to study
hais...
time is running out
anyway
the soccer match now is interesting!!
argentina vs serbia & montenegro
4 - 0
at the moment la
haha
ok
i'm off to study
i want to watch movie!!
this hols really dosen't feel like one..
=(

i hate myself
for wanting and waiting for a reply
i kept hoping
it's pathetic
i'm just so dumb
why care when it's not wanted

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

tick-tock tick-tock

was in school the entire day
reached school early
had breakfast outside band room
sectionals
nat's not here
so was busy practising toccata
den moment for rosa
lips were numb nearing the end of sectionals
whoosh
lunch
was rather lazy to go all the way to tmart
so had maggie mee instead
unhealthy but hecks
so there was this whole group of us sitting outside
oh yes
the instant porridge is nice
haha
after eating
tried to study a bit
but didn't work
hais...
combine
haha!!
i'm proud of myself
=)
improvement from the last prac
haha
oh ya
had to keep running out to answer mrs neo's calls
hmmm...
near 4
started moving to hall
hmmm...
dance was practising
so talked to dr lee abt things
hmmm...
sat there
listened to wat was said
hmmm
combine prac
choir's first time there
but never prac the song b4
so we had a break for them
sat outside the hall n listened somemore
hmmm...
prac the song a few times for the choir to listen
b4 we ended
there was a buffet by the school for us
but was busy with things
and stayed busy for a long long while
feel rather bad
cuz everytime i'm busy
den leave daniel alone
sorry!!
anyway
had a long talk
den there was a
mad dash to get out of school
and yes
i finished another litre of milk
thanks to franz
=s
cabbed home with amanda
interesting talk on the cab
sent her back first
hmmm...
mel called
poor dear
was sick for the past few days
take care ya?
love ya lots
and yes
u seem to just be so 'lucky' sumtimes
reached home
ate wad they packed for me
thanks ppl!!
i knocked out for an hour plus
so now
i'm up and around to study
coffee helps
so bye bye

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

sleepy day

didn't have to go school today de
but i ended up going to get things
reach school around 11 plus
was in the band room for a while
franz is a sleepy head
he actually was to be in school de
but when i called
he still sleeping
sum more sae wan to go out de
bish~
got lunch from subway for me n bro
bought cleo
went home
lunch was nice
cookies!!
i just love cookies from subway
hehe
yup yup
so i wasted the afternoon
was sleeping most of the afternoon
really damn tired
anyway
woke up
did things around the house
headache
dinner
den had to write the letter
gosh
dunno wad i was writing
not good at formal letters
hmmm...
hope its ok ba
called amanda to get info
ending up talking abt soccer in the end
man man man
japan lost
i still so damn sad abt it
sad sad
den ppl must still come remind me
like thanks
whoosh
i really hope they get in
still got one more match i think
pls pls pls
hmmm...
anyway
korea won!!
hehe
now is the france n switzerland
hmmm...
i guess i'll be up for a while

time to mug

yes yes
i will manage my time better
thanks for caring
=)

Monday, June 12, 2006

running out of time

new week
oh no
so little time left to study
and i haf not been studying
dies
no time
but i'm like in school alomst everyday
hais...
i guess i'll mug at night
coffee!!
haha
got up early
reached school early
tt's a good thing
cuz the perc tutor reach so early
anyway
was looking through my scores outside band room
hmmmm...
sectionals
prac prac prac
wah
today so lonely
nat n daniel all never come
nvm
i survived!!
sectionals was ok la
prac my parts
den lunch
went to tmart
yum yum
had ice cream for dessert!!
=)
went back for band
talked to dr lee outside
yup
i noe
the differences
hais..
combine was...
hmmm...
not very good
had sectionals summore
den did recording for the dance song
hais...
den dimissed
packed up n stuff
went home
hungry!!
haha

i'm so sad
japan lost!!
man
so damn unbelievable la!!
argh!!
sad sad
awww man.....

to dear lynn
i'm not angry la
kidding only!!
haha
and yes
red is one of my fave colour
=)
thanks for the hugs!!

to amanda darling
do take care dear gal!!
i miss u tons!!

to daph
take care of ur neck k?

dear clarie
do take care in thailand
save the kids k?
muacks

life has moved on
i should too
in need of a sugar rush!!

if i wear a mask
i can fool the world
but i cannot fool my heart
so true

true pain is not shown

if only i could be sure
of wad i feeling right now
den maybe
everything will be easier

Friday, June 09, 2006

its time....

woke up to the sound of rain
such a nice sound
it would haf been even better if i could just stay there
and listen
dragged myself out
went to school
brought breakfast for dr lee
went to school
did all the necessary stuff
den did things outside the bandroom
dr lee came
and he brought posters for the x men movie
did stuff while talking to him
attendance was not really good
many were late
so we all waited more ppl to come
took his time to eat n stuff
anyway
he went in
the three of us stayed outside
for wad reason
i'm not really sure
after long long while
went in
teaching innotanation
movement for rosa
i like that song
=)
soon
it was lunch time
pizza!!
haha
20 of them
and guess wat
it was sent by a merc car la
but
it came like 30 min late
was sitting at the foryer waiting
hmmm...
dr lee got his band tee
wore it over his shirt
funny
eating time
became delivery gal la
sent pizzas to mrs goh n mrs eo
ate
the stack of empty boxes was quite a sight
after that
had combine sectionals in lt1
stuffy!!!
hais...
had combine at 3
hais....
bang bang bang
left bleeding
i really dunno wad to sae le
hais...
ended arnd 430 plus
gave out tics
did things
waited for ppl to leave
hais
i think i'm really going mad soon
had this short term memory loss
and forgot where i left the keys
hais...
dumb me
finally
locked up
and left
the 5 of us
joce.farhan.boonhwee.grace.me
made our way to the interchange
took train all the way to raffles place to meet hwaee
den took train to dhoby ghuat i think
walked to the cathy
hais
tired
really wanted to eat popcorn
but the person took so long
ended up not buying
went in a little late
cuz waiting for ppl
hmm...
freezing
and not concentrating on the movie
got like 2 calls
one from dr lee n another frm mel
well
the movie was ok la
and yes
there will most prob be a x men 4
whoosh
rushed out after everything
cold cold cold
headachy
hais...
waited for them to go toliet
went home
mans
both of us no in our right minds la
all going siao
hais...
headache got worst
but didn't want to go home
so sent grace back to tamp
waited with her for her father
went home
mel called
talked a lot
missed her tons
hais...
talked so much today
my phone batt went flat
but hecks
i really needed to talk
or i'll do dumb things
hmmm...
stayed outside my house
and talked for a long time
hais...
sorry to the ppl i started sprouting nonsense
tired
second day in a row i didn't eat dinner
yeahness

its time for me to do a disappearing act
my studies haf been sorely neglected
hais...

when i see wat i did
i dunno wad i feel
hais..
but it has been so many months le
its time to lay it to rest
goodbye

mag should just shut up at times
hais..

its this sense of uselessness n failure
and maybe many many more
that is causing me to be like this
hais...

its time to let go
its time to say bye

Thursday, June 08, 2006

run run run

i didn't wan to get out of bed today
just wanted to stay there n sleep
nice n cloudy day too
but i did
got out of my small protected world
into reality
hmm..
i got to school on the dot
and not surprsingly
not many ppl
was slacking outside
waiting for the games to start
hmmm...
when it started
didn't really get enthu abt it
until after the first game started
hmmm...
cool codes!!
althoug they do tend to spell wrong
hmmm..
let's see wad we did
pass the hula
den it was pass the ping pong ball
chairs thingy den the multi leg walk
den the commanments
hmmm..
captian's ball
den the finding of nic
whoosh
tiring la
running aroud the place
anyway
the team of lower woodwinds n brass won
yeah!
=)
got to throw water bombs at the other team
but we were nice
n threw only at their legs
sheesh
smashed cake with many added things as prize
taste ok la
like cake
haha
three cheers for the percz that planned the games!!
=D
anyway
lunch time
went to bathe
changed into the new band tee
bright red
hmmm...
imagine k..
one day if mag should ever wear tt red tee
and carry her red crumpler
holding her red bottle
woah
i should get red shoes to go with it
haha
anyway
the shirt was oversized
like realli realli big
first shirt i ever wore that loose
hecks
after lunch
had combine sectionals
did alot of songs
oh
new chairs
in bright yellow
like wonderful
but i guess we should be glad
it was either yellow or red
hmmm..
which's better anyway?
den had combine
rather short one la
after tt
dinner break
hais...
its damn frustrating to try to get the teacher
call n call
never pick up
sms
never reply
hais...
anyway
went out to get food
bought waffle
but ended up having no time to eat
man
my horror started from the moment i went back
hais...
i lost count of the times i had to run back to the bandroom
i barely had the time to sit down
before yet another call came
and had to rush out to open for ppl
there were times when i just stepped into the hall
and i had to turn to run out
hais...
den sujin wanted to go out
but all the gates were locked
almost went crazy trying to get teacher
called so many ppl
hais...
lucky i found a teacher with the set of keys
teaher in charge of shooting
or i would haf been so dead
so i was so tiredby den le..
hais...
open the gates
close the gates
whoosh
went for combine
like finally sat down n play
played for a while
den arnd 7 plus?
dr lee say last time den can dismiss
like ooooooooookkkkkkkkk?
when he ended
had yet another round of running around
like argh
this time
it was even more horrible
get keys for the gate again
just as i was going out
dr lee wanted me to give hime things
so i was like going crazy
finding the things he wan
den rush out of hall
i called teacher again
and i got through!!
only to find out that he's not in school
so i had to go borrow from shooting teacher again
run run run
open gates
close gates
return keys
off aircon in hall
tedious process of closing shutters
off lights
clear out things
lock up hall
i'm damn glad sumone took up my instru for me
thanks thanks
also a great big thanks to grace.hwaee.maz.dr lee for helping!!
run run run
hais....
finally
hall was locked
went up band room
hmmm..
clear more things
hais...
packed up
off aircon
did things
finallylock up
hais...
tired
so anyway
the waffles went to the bin
was too damn tired to eat
walked to bus stop
amanda went home..
went to interchange
gosh
calls frm teacher
so blur la
like she didn't noe need to book j block rooms
hais
settled sum stuff
smsed to ask where's the movie tml
ended up having a super crap convo with him
see...
when one is tired they sprout crap
went to eat with grace.hwaee.boonhwee
at bk
got a drink
too tired to eat
didn't talk much
stoning
after they were done
we left the place
said bye to grace
went to mrt
on the way
saw chonghui.weixiang.shiyong.yingjin
boonhwee went off
took train with the rest of them
damn funny la
we were all alighting in a row
first was chonghui n shiyong at bedok
den me at kembangan
hwaee at enous
yingjin at paya lebar
and lastly weixiang at aljunied
walked home
oh!
new keychian for hp
lie green
i love it!!
nice nice
thanks kian hong for it
man
i quite heartpain leh
hangonli for a while today
but a little dirty le
=(

was reminded today to study
so i will
before i sleep
hais...

why everyone sae i stress?
look at me den say i stress
is more like i'm tired
lack of sleep + all the running around = tired
nevermind
maybe the stress is so ingrained
i dun see it

and yes
i've come to that conclusion
hais...
cuz it has happened one time many not to be true

one last ticket
hope i can get it taken
but hais
i guess it dosen't really matter
paid so much le
wat's 5 bucks more
hais...

i should haf already be
used to this
but sumhow
i still pek cek...
hais...

off to my books
bye

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