Saturday, December 30, 2006

looking to the future

went back to school today
after so long
i miss the school
=D
alumni prac
hmmmm...
so long never touch instru le
think playing skills haf gone down the drain
=(
spent the rest of the day at home
hmmmm
haven spent much time at home recently
going out like daily
NEED a job
haha
yep
shall start looking asap
hope to find one soon
=)
oh yes
happy news
fixed my desktop
and nothing got wiped out
yay
all my pics are safe!!
=D
super happy la
hehe

i hope tml is fun
just pure FUN
hahaha
i seriously can't wait la
yep
hooked on it
and it seems to surprise ppl
lalala

i dun wan to believe
i hope its not true

looking forward to tml
for many many reasons

today
i noticed the vast differences
the past n the present
hais...
i mourn for the loss

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

rains

the rain is back
it rained the entire day yest
had a wonderful lunch with bro,sis n dad
at fish & co.
super full
=D
rushed off to meet mel
was early
haha
very long never early le
waiting for mel was quite amusing
people watching
haha
went off shopping with mel
hereen den wisma
went off to taka to meet ber
shopped at far east
saw many many things
haha
hais...
broke
after many shops
we finally went to eat
haha
dinner was nice
haha
=)

today
had lunch with bro n sis
den followed sis to the doctor's
its confirmed
sis has chicken pox
bro went to get vaccinated
hope i dun tio
had it b4
but was a mild case
=s
den followed bro to bedok
to post his letter to uk
did housework
watched tv
stone
haha

i dun really wanna care le la
if it happens den it does
why bother when so many things always crops up
sumtimes i feel like all efforts go to waste
dun even noe if it is appreciated
so manybe it seems tt its a selfish act
but i can't help but think
if it weren't for it
no one would haf bothered rite
hais...
so now
its just wait n see

it rains
the skies remain grey
everything seems dimmer

Monday, December 25, 2006

merry christmas to all!!

its amazing how time flies
its christmas again

best wishes to all my dear frens out there
may all ur wishes come true
may ur new year ahead be blessed
with love n happiness
=D

its nearing the end of the year le
a few more days to go
amazing how time flies
hmmm....
i guess this blog is abt a year old?
haha..
year 2006 was a.....
eventful year
painful year
stressful year
confusing year
so many things occured
but i guess
i'll never exchange this year for anything
cuz i think i've gained much much more
friendships n life lessons
i'll always treasure everything abt this year
=D
since its nearing the end of one year
i'll look towards the next
and try not to think abt the failures of the past

a rather ordinary christmas
spent with my family
=)

my mind
has a mind of its own
hais

Saturday, December 23, 2006

cold cold day

stayed home today
super bored la
cold n rainy
i can't wait for another night out
with the babes
wed night was fun fun fun
though i learnt my lesson
one hr sleep is not enough to survive the entire day
haha

s04
who's free for count down party?!

i'm like that de lo
hais...
think its time to reflect
sometimes
words hurt more then swords

many lessons to be learnt...

Friday, December 22, 2006

aftermath

jc bandfest 2006 came to a resounding close
last night
at esplanade
i dun regret joining as chaperon
its been so fun
tiring yes
but the memories i gain
it was worth it
and yes
Bizet band rocks
=D

ta-dah my pretty blue toes!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it KEEPS raining
non-stop
and its irritating!!
cuz everytime there's a need to go out
it starts POURING
=(
so its just wet wet wet

bandfest day 2
just ended
details later la
tired

mass conference
FUNNY
guess who was there
MR TAN
due to the section 4 thing
half the time i just tried to control my laughter
there's mel.ber.choo.clarie.me
=)

rain rain rain
like the cool feeling
suddenly remembered the cold jokes in TR27
haha
=)

sometimes
i just hate my life

Sunday, December 17, 2006

tralalalaa

so yesterday was day 0
haha
was surprisingly early
sat at the bus stop across vj
for a while
b4 making my way to vj
guess most were going to be late
funny realisation
all tpjcians
haha
not many instru to move
sat on the lorry to the long journey
interesting experience!!
haha
yep
i agree with lynn!!
the lorry rocks
=D
lunch was interesting i guess?
haha
packing of shirts
briefing
games briefing
slacking
oh yes
sujin popped in
more slacking
picture taking
den went off
home!!!
today was spent at home
had a GREAT dinner
saefood
=D
i love love love seafood!!
rainy day
love the weather
one week to christmas
yay!!
=D
got to get stuff
busy week ahead

i'm thinking
whether i should or not
hais...
i guess it depends whether i haf time
and yes
all the other factors
should i go through all the trouble?

Friday, December 15, 2006

horrors

think both me n mel is mad la
talked til late late late again
haha
near 3 am again
sumhow or other
my mum woke up n started nagging
hais
thus
the entire day of horrors
mum was nagging the ENTIRE day
and i happen to be the freaking target
hais...
so freaking frustrating
can just die frm it
was trying to control myself
or else would haf just screamed at her la
hais....
torture
pure torture
=(
slept in the afternoon
but ended up getting screamed at
like wad the.....
damn irritated
hais
guess both me n sis breathed a sigh of relief
when she went out
days at home
are a horror
when mum is in that mood
thanks mel for being there
smsing me
=)
tml's going to be a busy day
band fest is starting!!
so fun
haha
=)
christmas is coming
yay

i really hope everything works out
ya..
maybe its surprising tt i like it so much
but i do
its an addiction
the thrill
haha
=D

mission accomplished!!
the pic's on the hottest list
and its slowly climbing up the list
wahahaha

Thursday, December 14, 2006

walkings

slept only nearing 3am la
was talking to mel on the phone
congrats to mel
learnt how to change the language of her laptop
wahahaha
=D
couldn't wake up la
kept going back to sleep
hence only dragged myself out of bed at 11pm
after rushing as much as i could
i only got to the mrt station
nearing 12
the time i was to meet the res
knowing the class
only poor dear mel was there
haha
typical
reached city hall
switched trains to somerset
went to find mel & clarie
walked arnd
a surprisingly empty hereen
waited n waited
finally feng came
went off to lunch
tried the wanton noodles there
not bad
go try
haha
walked arnd a little
sent feng off to her work
haha
first time go centrepoint
gap is in such a ulu area la
haha
yess
kids section has nice clothes
haha
ber finally came
went all the way back to hereen
looked at stuff\pei her eat
den we decided to go to far east
visit reagan!!!
haha
had quite a hard time looking for the place
man
he's hair is cool!!
haha
=D
looks so pro!!
jia you jia you!!
went off soon after
off to lido
got to drink bb tea
sadly
no mini pearl
=(
had a great gossip session with the babes
haha
lots to talk abt
saw nutty!!!
she popped out of no where
so funny!!!
talked n talked
went off to borders for a bday card
me n ber went to vivo
said bye to clarie n mel
went to meet choo
lucky gal got job le
haha
saw woan rong at candy empire
poor girlfriend is sick
miss her tons!!!
=)
great dinner at carl's junior
=D
shopping!!
man i hate being broke
saw nice nice tops
soon!!!!
haha
walked arnd lots n lots
freezing
went home with ber
oh yes
on the way back
met fang xian!!!
so funny la
tio shock
okok!!!
section outing soon!!
on the way back
talked on the train
=D
wonderful day
=p

let's hope the plans work out!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!
addiction

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

boredom

was woken up by calls
the day i left my phone on
someone has to call in the morn
great?!
talked to choo in super sleepy mode
and just as i hung up with her
all ready to go back to my dream
which
frm wad i remembered
is super interesting
mel calls
=s
haha
morning chat with her
much to talk abt i think
haha
talked over an hour
den both of us went of to do things
den a short call again
haha
think its kinda crazy the way we kept calling each other
the three of us
finally had a convo
after tt
continued with choo..
yes yes
i love talking on the phone
=D
the rest of the time was spent with the tv, com ,books & hp
haha
had dinner with can can
been a while since i ate so much
went her house to slack
caught the last episode of a drama serial
den slacked in her room
haha
the walk home was chilly
lightning kept flashing la
=(
off to bed le
going out tml
yay!!

words left unspoken..
things left uwritten..
they will remain that way

live & let live
take care

..

i HATE blisters
they hurt like shit
argh

MEL's BACK!!!!!!!
yay!!!

mission :
make a certain pic on photoshare the hottest

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

to my class

05s04
the shared memories
j1

j2

the neoprints


the outings

the random things




though our journey together

have come to an end

...

there will always be

only one

05S04

i wish u enough

had a great time at band chalet
nice food
thanks to juniors
good company
more j2s today la
shimin cheat my feelings
haha
and nicer shows
eg : so u think u can dance etc
haha
rather funny how the three of us screamed like mad
and scared bertram out of the room
haha
=p
but its so unfair!!!
even if it is for a show
ended up going home late again
like AGAIN
haha
finally got to see amanda
missed her tons
=D
and yes
do not underestimate ppl
wahaha

MEL'S COMING BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss miss miss her
lalala
=D

a little sumthing i got frm an email:

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Monday, December 11, 2006

blisters

sat n sun
wahahahahaha
had tons of fun
=D
had a great time
that is
after we got in la
to cut the long story short
everyone was late
me n choo reached first
the queue was horrid
so freaking long
and it just kept getting longer n longer
slowly the rest came
ok
wait was long n hot
and the queue seems like it never moves
finally
we gave up and cut queue
den sumhow or another we got in free la
with lots of help frm others
yep
that's the way u play the game
=D
the moment we were in
it was dance dance dance
freaking fun
love it
oh yes
tried tequila
salty?
and a whole lot of others la
haha
yep
dance dance danced the night away
hmmm
let me think
frm 12 plus till 5 plus?
yep
=D
the ppl there
ber.elvin.clarie.choo.feng.jason.audrey.alicia.amanda.soonying(?)
yep..hope i got the names rite
some left early
end up with 7 of us
ber.elvin.clarie.choo.jason.audrey.me
dance dance dance
we sat out the last song
saw some familiar faces there
*winks*
yep
quite surprising though
and yes
as can be predicted
my feet was KILLING me
by the time we cleared out
'take a step at a time' mantra for the night
or rather morning
haha
we stumbled our way to macs
tired like mad
ate a little n slacked till abt 7 plus
cabs were scarce
so the 3 gals looked like lost souls
with no where to go
so tired tt we ended up
sitting by the road side
no cars anyways
haha
finally got in a cab
home sweet home
man
my clothes stank la
like real REAL bad
bathed
and collasped on bed arnd 8 plus
total knockout
didn't wake up till my mum waked me like 11 plus
went right back to sleep until abt 630pm
and poor e.t. was just abt to kill me for not replying her
rahter funny to hear her shocked voice
when i called to tell her i just woke up
anyway
got out of bed
and went out to meet e.t.
off to band chalet
turnout was rather...
but it was still ok la
heard more turning up today(mon)
it has yet been confirmed if we are going though
i miss amanda....
=(

gah
my feet still hurt
blisters everywhere
THREE blisters on ONE toe
that's the worst la
oh wells
guess i'm not going anywhere for a while
=D

i guess i'm glad i went on sat
cuz it made me forget things
=)

thanks e.t. for listening to me talk crap
lending me a ear when i need it la
*muacks*

did i sayi MISS s04?
yep
i miss them tons

loving my blue toenails
=D

Saturday, December 09, 2006

.....

why am i always faced with conflicting feelings?
looking forward to tonight
but at the same time
i dun really wan to go
torn into a million pieces
why must it always happen to me

sumtimes its just better to remain clueless

Friday, December 08, 2006

a simple update

thurs
after days of staying home
fianlly got the chance to get out
the day
was spent mostly travelling arnd
waited for choo in the morn
den we went to orchard
filled up forms
yep
hope for the best!!
den went on a series of hopping from place to place
follow her to interveiws
yep
rather funny day la
lesson learnt:
charge phone!!!!!!!!
saw a few ppl
classmates frm tkgs nic n bee
=D
and daniel
haha
yep yep
after much travelling
we finally settled down at gloria jean
at raffles city
for some well deserved coffee
am thankful tt i'm still considered student la
or else
the travelling will kill me
haha
we did a little window shopping
saw many nice stuff
den went home
dropped by can's house to get stuff
that gal ah...
went home for a short time
den off to can's house
send her off
at airport
so many unfamiliar faces
gosh
lost touch with them le
old le.....
ms sia is still as cute as ever
haha
yep
dinner at macs
with can n yana
talked to juniors
gosh
they are so blur
hence i became temp keeper of the section's valve oil
after a long long while
i went off as they were readying to go in
laughed my head off with ms sia la
=p
miss the airport!
caught the last train back
traumatized on the way back
hais...
freaky
=S

today
rushed out of house with bro
to meet dad n sis
yes yes
being the youngest
got blamed for being late
dumbass!!
haha
oh wells
wonderful lunch at raffles hotel
which cost a bomb
but i guess its worth the money la
loved the chocs
=)
after tt
dad went back to work
n the three of us staggered our way
to the national lib
my first time there
yes yes
super slow
nice nice
borrowed books
bro went off
read sum more
den went off to bugis
heh heh
got my electric blue nail polish
loves the colour
=D
got treated coffee at han's
haha
finally headed back home
tired
but it was a nice day

hate ppl who do not reply to smses
dun like being the dumb dumb that waits expectantly for replies
hais
such a waste of my time
to even bother le

hais...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

more pics

after a levels
@ vivo

pretty coffee

yushan.ber.me

the snowman =D

the gals there...

the sea veiw

prom

frm the living rm window of the rm 526

part of the bedroom.. love love the view

the pool?

reason to sleep in the bathroom

wish i could wake up to such a veiw every morn
lights in ballroom

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

pics

after prelims

pigging out at sakae!!

the foodies..

clarie's bday

clarie's 18th bday prezzies.. =D

pretty mummy

smiles!

we love chem!!!

grad day

my darlings

the love

the fun n crap n stonning

advert at airport!!

Monday, December 04, 2006

aches n cramps

sat
met up with lynn
rotted our way to boon lay
had to make a stop off at jurong east?
yep
met kian hong at the mrt
apprently we took the same train?
bus to nie
relatively early for meeting
oh yes
daniel n jia hui is helping out too!!
meeting went well?
yep
ended soon
went off for lunch as a bunch
e.t. had to decide where though
haha
kfc
talked.chatted.ate
went off
shopping with mohli n lynn
headed to city hall first
stopped at raffles city
den city lin n finally marina sq
headed to town with mohli for more shopping
walked lots of places
parted ways at arnd 7 plus
went off
waited for franz at bugis
headache was killing me
=x
went to meet elvin to get his bag
den dinner at parkway
saw my ex-collegue
he wanted to play pool
but it was too freaking packed everywhere
ended up walking arnd
had a mass convo with mel.ber.elvin
abt the race
talked lots
freaking out lots too
finally headed home
slept arnd 1 plus

sun
woke up at 4
tired
got ready n packed
left the house
mum was nice n walked me out la
since it was so dark
cabbed to town area
so many roads closed tt i was dropped off quite far
walked to met the rest
guys were all there
on time
but all gals late
haha!!
anyway
we had to wait very long for choo
so by the time we got there
we were freaking late
the 8 of us
ber.elvin.choo.jason.feng.mel.franz.me
started the marathon 1 n 1/2 hrs later den the pack
let's just say
we went through torture man
never ever will do this again
without proper training
and yes
it rained at least twice
so yep
but at least the weather was good
anyways
i never could have completed this marathon
without my lovely darlings tt were with me all the time
threatening to kill me if i gave up
so special thanks to them
u noe who u are
*muacks*
anyway
we ended together
elvin.ber.me.choo.feng.mel.franz
thats how we stood as we pass the finishing line together
=D

with aches.cramps.and many injuries
but hey!
we finished k??
i guess this is one race i n maybe all of us
will never forget
finally went to haf a good meal
at subway
talked and all cabbed home
argh
the freaking ucle cheat my money la!!!
bish!!!
reached home bathed n collasped on bed

muscle aches everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can't move properly
some parts of feet is swollen
=(
guess i'm going to stay home
at least until everything gets better
















muahahahaha..
medal
=D

oh yes
liking the song
梁山伯与朱丽叶



Friday, December 01, 2006

like a star

nice