Saturday, January 27, 2007

the pain

suffering
toothache
hurts like shit
swollen
=(

woke up early
went for alumni!!!!
haha
but was late
oh wells
amazing how i could play
with toothache
hahaha
very funny la
all the funny things they do
=p
oh yes
concert's on the 24th march
tickets @ $7
ppl come k?
hahaha
lunch with the band ppl
lots of ppl
hahaha
after tt
lots of time spent standing arnd
thinking where to go
learning how to stone
hor shimin?
hahaha
went home in the end

was super tired
didn't haf a good night's slp
due to the tooth ba
damn sian
hope the pain goes away
slept

is it just me
or there is a difference in the treatment
oh wells

tml tml tml
lalala

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Friday, January 26, 2007

toothache

man
toothaching
or rather gum
hate it when wisdom teeth grows
=(
pain

t-mart
hahahaha
think we are mad la
mel.choo.ber.elvin.me
went back for dinner yest
all the way back there
so ber finally got her t-mart ban mian again
hahaha
we went so late sum more
cuz they all after work
hmmm
first time in like a week plus finally see them
hahaha
=D
talked talked
truth or truth at macs
which ended with a chat with reagan on the phone
hahaha
i miss the class
=D
oh yes
sumhow i miss the muggings
hahahaha
i wan to go airport again
staff canteen!!!
popeyes!!!
man
i thik i seriously miss school
boohoohoo

helped mum the entire day can
housework madness
super tired
back aching
=s

yay
tml going back for prac
hahaha
dunno why so happy also
can go out ba
hahaha

sunday!!
hope it works out...

it reminds me of me....

posted by maG @ 10:28 PM 0 comments

just so you know



i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much i can't say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here...been waiting here

just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

just so you know

thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

just so you know

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

stormy day

i'm slowly being driven to the brink
i dunno why i'm still sane
never good enough
its been driven into my brain
almost everyday
i'm me
there are things i'm not happy too
screaming is no help
cuz it doesn't change anything
hais
fed up le
just feel like screaming
but wad's the fucking use
just never good enough

why can't i just do wad i wanna

sumhow
i can't get over it
sumhow
i still keep thinking
sumhow
i still wish
yep
going mad

i wanna go butter factory
so freaking tempting
but so many freaking complications
hais
but i really wanna go...........

it hurts
it burns
silently

posted by maG @ 10:53 PM 0 comments

Monday, January 22, 2007

so sick

=)

posted by maG @ 11:47 PM 0 comments

yay-ness

did i say i haf a very VERY nice sis??
she borrowed a whole whole lot of books for me
again
this series i'm currently obsessed with
heh heh
i'm a book freak
=)

....
kinda sad...
can't go butter factory
oh wells

it seems that
calls n the internet
is my only contact with frens
=(

got job offer today
not too sure abt it
let's see ya?

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

a loss

dark stormy day
yet another endless day at home..
hais
guess i should be glad i'm not alone ba

hais
it keeps running through my head
that chance i had
wonder wad would haf happened if i didn't let it go
no point thinking abt it
if it is meant to be
the chance will come arnd again
bluffing myself maybe
having too much time to think
going raving mad soon

books
my solace
occupies my mind
at least its sumtihing i can count on
to stop me frm thinking

peace out



obsession

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

*screams*

i miss my blue toenails
i miss the days with blue toenails
hais
shall spent sum time int the next few days
painting my nails
haha
sounds so wrong
but hecks

eng han being enghan
had to irritate me today la
his phone call woke me up
and first thing he said was
'chicken pox'
bugger!!!
anyway
he came by to get things
argh...
but at least had a little entertainment for a while
and ppl besides my family
hahaha

hmmmmmmmm...
i dunno wad to think
sad?
maybe

posted by maG @ 11:23 PM 0 comments

many many more days to go

i miss socialising!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
been stuck at home for 4 days
although seriously
i dun mind not going out
everyone's working anyway
haha
due to the night time calls
and updates
dun really feel tt cut off
thanks to all my darlings who cares!

surprised
hmmmmm...

posted by maG @ 1:16 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

nightmare come true

so its confirmed as of yest
i freaking got chicken pox AGAIN
man
it sucks la
as if once wasn't enough
doc said cuz last time i got it mild
so with the virus in my house for so long
and low immune system
ta-dah
i got it
=(

throat is killing me
swallowing even water is extreme torture

byebye world
hello confinement
freak la
wanted to go tertiay fling
=(

hais
its fated

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

cold days

hais
sick
having on&off fevers
sore throat
man
sucks
=(
hope everything clears up asap
and is also nth more den just a mild case of sickness due to the horrid weather

anyway
my four days stint at alicia's worlplace has ended
not bad la there
the last day was the most hectic
haha
due to many complications
i couldn't take up their halfday work offer
guess i'll be spending alot of time at home
=(

sumtimes
i really dun noe wad to do
useless
hais

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

day two

hmmmm...
let's just say work today was not as pleasant
all the complains & explaining
lucky for me i guess
time passes fast
poor dear alicia

hais...
sumhow
being so busy
i still find time to think
i think i'm going mad
=(

bad news
bro is down with chicken pox
hais...

i miss school!!

posted by maG @ 11:18 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

day one

started the day early
had to go work...
haha
for 4 days
=p
let's just say tt work wasn't as tiring as i thot
haha
777 names
absolute madness
haha
many many calls too
haha
nice ppl there

i love my family
haha
had pizza for dinner
and mummy bought me cake!!!
very nice looking cake too
haha
bro really noes the way to my heart la
he got me chocs
wait
that's not all k
is frm GODIVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahaha
love bro
=D
a simple celebration
all i need to feel the love
yep
its all the small things tt count the most
i thank all my dear frens tt remembered
cuz knowing tt i'm not forgottened is enough

19
as sum said
last of my teenager years
time
it does not wait for anyone
no turning back
the last year i'm going to haf a 1 as my first digit
haha
tt is if i dun make it to 100 la
haha
=D

posted by maG @ 10:03 PM 0 comments

=D

i love my dear darlings!!
mel.choo.clarie.ber.enghan.fabian.elvin
thanks for sunday
beach volleyball.frisbe.soccer in the dark
fun fun day @ sentosa
siloso beach
haha
thanks for the cake & everything
=D
u ppl make my day

i kinda got my wish
so i conclude
tt wishing on a shooting star is accurate
haha
i got a job
for 4 days
haha
=D

posted by maG @ 12:19 AM 0 comments

Saturday, January 06, 2007

broke...broken

spent the day out
blew a whole lot of cash on transportation
hais...
adult fares suck...
so not used to it la
had a frequently interupted sleep
weird noises & smses
argh
so tired la
so meeting time was pushed back toallow more slp
haha
funny
waiting got 51 was a horrendously long wait
but the ride was fast
stone mode
franz came
went to eat
walked aimlessly arnd hg mall
waiting for time to pass
took bus to tamp
stone
went to lib
funny lynn didn't spot me
borrowed books
headed to school
hmmm...
ended up sitting outside band room
talking to dr lee & ppl
haha
"encounter"
"present"
yep
spent quite a while in school
listened to them play
hmmmm.
went off to meet mel
den off to meet the rest at kallang
walked to stadium
got my finisher's shirt
lalala
=D
went off
long walk back to mrt
went back to school to see og nite
reached like at 830 plus
haha
the ppl were enthu la
yep
visited the bb tea stall
haha
missed the ppl there
took pics la
like family portrait
=p
haha
went off
met can on the way home
talked.ranted.complained.listened
home
broke
=(

hurt by words
hais...
misunderstood...miscommunication...mistaken

i guess i haf a new year resolution
a new one to add

posted by maG @ 12:01 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

silent screams

control
one can only have so fucking much
quit all these harrassing
its driving me mad
its driving me away
there's a limit to everything
out of respect
i control
but i so fucking wan to scream back
leave me alone
serious
already feeling horrid enough
without u nagging
do u fucking think i dun want it for myself?
why do everyone think its so fucking easy?
there's many things i myself is not satisfied with
don't need u to freaking rub it in more
its been a horrible day
i dun need it to be made wrost
let me off
please

there's so many things in me
its tearing me apart

i just want to lead my own life
i'm me

posted by maG @ 11:13 PM 0 comments

umemployed

want a job
need a job
ppl arnd me all having jobs le
argh
=(

wasted my day today
dun bloody ask me to go down for interveiw
only to end up saying not needed
even b4 having an interview
fucking know wad ur superior wants la
waste my time
sheesh
sry to the 4 gals tt was dragged along this wasted trip
=(

it seems to start raining again
hais

it blows hot & cold
much like the weather
was the warmth
anymore than an illusion?
i wonder
cause
for now
i only feel the cold

restless
no aim
gosh
madness is creeping up on me

posted by maG @ 9:26 PM 0 comments

Monday, January 01, 2007

happy 2007

had a most enjoyable nite out
celebration of the end of 2006
and the entering into the new year
the night was made memorable
by the ppl
the babes: mel.choo.clarie
the hunks:franz.fabian.enghan
=D
thanks for everything ppl
MoS was crowded as usual
details later maybe

new year le
many thoughts
many hopes
many wishes
its time to look into the future

to all my dear frens
haf a blessed & fruitful&wonderful year ahead

somehow
i wish its more than a dream

posted by maG @ 11:59 PM 0 comments