footprints of life: October 2006

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

...

the haze came back for a visit today
went to school for gp
hmmm...
was rather productive ba...
had lunch
being the way we are
we ended being super late for paper 2
therefore we decided not to go in
and we sat outside to talk abt the past
haha
abt our two years
the fun.the times.the incidents
yep
i love my class
we went through alot
i'm glad i haf s04 as my class
=]
went in after they ended
talked to mrs toh
went to find mr chow
who was swamped with ppl
after tt
went to tm popular
bought pens
went home
freaking tired
packed files
whoosh
HAHA
i just found out my phone can conference
haha
funny
yes yes
very slow
but usually conference also not use my phone de lo
and so long nv conference le
hmmm...
2h16min59sec
haha
funny
dunno wad we talk abt too
abt everything ba?
how to solve question also got
haha
i think i'm going mad
craving for royce chocs
dies
haha
my mum finally watched finish goong
hope she returns it soon
den i dun haf extra temptations
haha
=p
going to slp soon
exhaustion

..misused..mistakes..

Sunday, October 29, 2006

far away

i have loved you all along

Friday, October 27, 2006

mindless rantings

had a very productive morning ba?
its school holidays le
the school was quiet sia
haha
had three consultations somewhat back-to-back
bio.chem.gp
was dying of hunger by the time we wrapped up
but yep
worth it
i'm so going to buy tt sweet frm muji
its nice
=)
reminds me of my childhood days
haha
when i haf the time ba?
yep
after all the consultations
brought home loads of extra paper can?
bag was freaking heavy
madness i tell u...
lunch at t mart
mel.choo.alicia.pauline
talked abt very crap topics
but fun ba?
and yes i think we all prefer the haze-less days
rain rain rain
i love it
though it makes my wanna sleep
but its much better than the relentless heat
it seems everyone has cravings for sweet things
they went off for ice cream at macs after lunch
bubblings for me n choo
=)
sweet tooth is working up like mad
haha
keep wanting to eat choc
dark choc.milk choc.everything chocolaty
=p
went home
k.o.ed
starting to be hooked on korean drama
haha
dies
mum borrowed the dvd
mag ren!!!
YES!!
must ren
study!!!!!
dinner was nice
mum bought stuff frm 85
yums

tensions swirling arnd
why must it happen now?
its so hard to deal with it
i guess i'll just take it a step at a time

time is wasting away
yet in moments of weakness
i still fall prey
to stray thoughts
though its useless n most likely one-sided
why do i bother thinking so much
why does it matter so much to me
i can't seem to stop thinking

brain overload

wake up!!!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

hilarious but true

hmmm...
first time since the so-called self study break
tt i'm home
hmmm...
too freaking close
=(
just read sumthing on the newpaper
called 'understanding womanspeak'
hilarious!!!
but also true
haha
=)

i'm going mad
...

Monday, October 23, 2006

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fucking hate getting lost
that's why i dislike going to places i'm unfamilar with
i can bloody count the number of time i went there
AND NEVER ALONE!!
the least was to give me directions rite???
if i hadn't bothered to bloody ask
dunno where i would haf ended up
serangoon??
assumptions assumptions assumptions
damn petty
yes i noe
but there's sumthings i can't bloody stand
and this is one of them
so just too freaking bad
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pek cek
acting cute when i don't wan to see it
does not help
end up only make scenes
for the whole bloody world to see
hais....
pissed n oddly hurt

should just listen to wad mel said
stop being so obliging and nice
like who the hell cares
end up been taken advantaged of and taken granted for

and to make things worse
got cheated of money
while buying dinner
fucked up

irrational behavior

losing my voice
sick sick sick

Sunday, October 22, 2006

do dreams come true?

time flies
had farewell assembly on wed
class had ALMOST full attendence
accept for the dumbbutt yushan who couldn't wake up
oh yes
for the first time since prelims
i attended the ENTIRE morning assembly
i cabbed k?
haha
so i sang my last anthem n said pledge for the last time
haha
so drama?
quite...
but its really quite fun?
the day ...
was freaking fun
had chem tut in lt in the morn
was fooling arnd n snapping tons of photos
funny thing was when ms khoo came in
she posed too!!!
shocked a few of us la
haha
lesson went on as usual
ms khoo is SO sweet
gave us stuff
oreo n files
we had a break after the lesson
n continued to fool arnd in lt
took class pic!!
took video
made video for ms khoo
made another one to tease mr tan
haha
damn fun
i love s04
they simply rock my world
we're just us
photo taking continued
went for bio tut
after tt
more photo taking
everywhere
haha
some ppl went to guys' toliet for a pic too
haha
went off to audi
with more pics taken on the way
got seats in audi
sweet nutty gave me a letter
=)
anyways
it was super crowded
me n ber ended up sitting on the floor near the aisle
more crap pics taken
the farewell assembly started
some parts are sweet
some funny
mr tan kinda included pics of ur class in one of the presentations
hah
the memories
and i guess
for the first time
the audi rang with our voices for the school song
usually dun think many really sings during the assembly in hall
oh ya
principal is leaving too
went to the hall for her farewell assembly
crowded like mad
wasn't really listening
was fooling arnd with choo
=p
oh yes
weird convo with ms wee on the way down to hall
hmmmm...
after tt ended
more picture taking
=)
went to collect things frm photocopying shop
franz was an idiot
went round showing lots of ppl my ez link
met e.t. there =)
after MUCH dallying
we went off
lunch at airport staff canteen
mel.choo.franz.elvin.ber.jason.wil.reagan.nisha.vee.jy.daph.amanda.alicia.(miss anyone?)
food was fab as usual
haha
=)
after tt
went to find place to study
walked to delifrance.pacific coffee den to t2 starbucks
everywhere was crowded
got seats at starbucks
after a while guess most of them left
me mel choo jason stayed
studied
was freaking cold
left at 8 plus??
went to pacific coffee at t2 for coffee
yums
=)
headed home after tt
i guess that marks the last day of my official tp journey

thurs n fri
both days went back to school
for consultation n lessons

time is short
yet i still lag so far behind
hais...

thots cloud my mind..

Monday, October 16, 2006

surreal world

woke up to a hazey world
took my own sweet time to school
weather was pleasantly cool
i actually made it to the court yard b4 dismissal
had the last formal tutorial with mr chow
hmmm..
den had bio lect
met my dear e.t. outside bandroom
got my name
haha
lect was alright?
skipped chem lect
was spent in the hall
listening to them play on the piano
went to eat
yep
we all agreed
that the weather made us feel like we were in genting
the only diff
it was not the clouds but the haze tt covered us
and ya
the horrid weather
consultation with mr chow
had a chat with mr lim
its been awhile since i talked to him
surprisingly
i do miss it
gp was ok?
lessons came to an end
the haze was driving many of us half mad
xiao zhu shi lian le...
haha
did a lot of dumb stuff arnd the classroom
funny things
mad things
s04 things
mel.choo.me left first
went home
amazingly
the three of us were home early together for once
funny
bro bought cream puffs frm beard papa
drools
fallen in love with another song
lips of an angel by hinder
=p

i guess my mind haf yet to register the fact
that its so close to the end

i guess i really have had enough
maybe i really wasted my time trying to figure it out
i think i did enough
all i can hope
is that it didn't all go to waste

is it possible there are so many feelings
but no words to express them
i think so it hurts

Saturday, October 14, 2006

退后

enjoy...

Friday, October 13, 2006

if i could just

end of a school week
time is moving so freaking fast
i could hardly catch up
much less take a breather
hais

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
*muacks*
u're officially 18
as of yesterday
heh
hope u liked the prezzies!!
hope all ur dreams come true
=)
haha
u loved the "mask" rite??

do go watch world trade centre!!
touching
=)

two more weeks...
dies
jia you everyone!!!

too sian-ed to write much
the freaking tpjc.net is STILL down
like wad the hell??
wonder why?!
hmmmm...
had a good extra lesson with ms khoo
think we almost drove her mad
last 3 days le
so sad
=(

if i could just..
find a place to scream my heart out
maybe i'll feel better

hais...
it seems there's nth more i can do le
i feel sad
but there's only so much i can do
frm here

the world is full of insensitive assholes
who think they are so freaking great
by putting other's down
pls go and bang ur head against sumthing real hard
and wake up ur idea
there's nothing great in tt
it just show how freaking shallow u are
and how insecure u really are
yep

Sunday, October 08, 2006

if i could stop time

its coming to the end of the weekend
so freaking fast
barely did anything
dies
i really need someone to push me
freaking scared
hais
=(

yest
went to dingtaifung for dinner
to celebrate mum's bdae
the food was yums
haha
den had cafe cartel cakes
which were super yums!!
chocolate heaven...
new love
=D
psi was horrid
so everyone do take care

start of new week
chiongster mode
at least i'll try

went to visit aunt today
her cat is super cute
n super fat!!!
yep
hehe

Friday, October 06, 2006

hazy world

the haze is getting from bad to horrible
=(
its currently super bad in my area
someone save me
bday celebration tml!!
=)
heh

oh ya
happy mid-autum festival

i'm having no life
haha
lessons.consultation.eat.home.study.sleep
never-ending cycle
argh!!
so freaking close le!!!

sometimes u really make me dun wanna come home
its so horrible to always hear u nag
so damn horrible
i haf enough on my plate
dun need more to be added
just shut up

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

how could i have burned paradise

freaking tired
not having enough sleep is seriously getting to me
can't help it
last stretch
let's hope i live to tell the tale
weather was kinda horrible today
lessons were ok?
collasped timetable would haf been really collasped
if not for the extra lessons
officially lessons ended at 1020 i think
had 2 periods in between b4 chem extra
yep
bubblings with choo.jason.ber.elvin.franz
then home
reached home n k.o.ed
even though there's tons of things to do
hais
just couldn't take it le
back almost breaked helping mum
sheesh
stuff to do...
lots of it...
i wan to drink coffee!!!
miss going airport
dun think this week can go
=(
a bit busy
will see how
hmmm...
mum's bday coming up soon
this sat!!
yeahs
something to celebrate abt!!

loving the song
call me when you're sober
nice

'the most important thing about having goals
is having one'
Geoffrey F Abert

take care everyone!!

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