footprints of life: March 2007

Saturday, March 31, 2007

icebox

second try at updating
=(
com went crazy last night
just as i was done

this been a week
so many things happen
hmmm

sat
alumni concert day
woke up late
thanks to my sweet bro n sis
sent me to school
and yes
i'm a dumbass
drive halfway den remb i forget to bring things
drove back to get thumbdrive
reach school late
hurried to tm
got pics printed
bought cookies
bought sweets and pens
cabbed back
reach le
den hurry do the card things
thanks all the gals tt helped
i basically spent the entire day settling things
which seems to happen every concert
bathed
rushed off again
thanks all my darlings tt came
mel.ber.choo.franz.dom.elvin.enghan
concert went by fast
so that was a few months of prac
thanks to all the alumnis tt came back
i guess i'll miss all the fri nights now
no more meeting up
i'll miss my section
all the crapping and lame jokes
husband & wife joke.. 24 hr mac jokes
high while playing lion king
yep
i'll miss practises
all too soon
it seem that its all over
as usual
a frenzy of photo taking
the guys ended up waiting outside band room
the 3 gals dissappeared to the toliet
pack up madness
got shoo-ed out of school
headed to central
choo went home
went to meet clarie first with mel
while the rest went to eat
went to change at tm
saw kiong wee, kenneth & christopher?
i think la
we ended up in the baby care room can
changed and stuff
talked and crapped
spent alot of time in there
madness!!!
went out
saw daniel, alan & jia hui
went off to meet the rest
funny things on the train
the waving thing again
enghan went home
long train ride
-princess-
eeks!
dropped off at tanjong pagar
raining
freaking cold
thanks ber for the jacket
mood was a little weird
did sumthing wrong
but yep
wad's done done
i dun regret
headed to a pub
erm
let's just say it not very mainstream de
didn't like it there
we cabbed down to zouk
and yes
i was lugging a HUGE bag
=(
met up with stella,bear n james
didn't noe we meeting them can?
haha
was arnd 12 plus le
dropped off bags
kid arnd with the door bitch
funny
headed for drinks
hmmm
think all in all i drank abt a jug ba
den we headed to the dance floor at phuture
damn damn damn high
=D
yep
i love it
timeout with clarie
best water in the world
hahaha
went out to find franz n dom
chatted
back into zouk
stella thay all left
danced a while more
den ber & elvin left
the 5 of us stayed till the end
shag
had breakfast at a place near by
talked crap
cabbed to mel's place
sumhow
i fell asleep at the staircase while waiting for her
neck pain!
cool experience at her chursh
breakfast
den headed home
oh yes
smoked flowers
super lol
haha
fun night

sun
i didn't sleep till late that night
damn tired
uni things driving me mad

mon
worked
was surprisingly awake
job was ok la

tues
took a day off to settle things
i love my sister!!
and and and
i got my NEW phone
sony ericsson k800i!!
i still love my 8250 lots k
haha
its the real classic phone

wed
went to work although took leave
fun day at work
having mini party
3 of us played music using hp
=D

thurs
worked
hmmm...
keep being late
not enough sleep ma
=(
walked frm work place to clarke quay
quite a short distance
headed to central to change
den emo by the river side
took some cool pics!
=)
waited for the rest to come
franz and dom came
talked shit by the river
went to eat
pepper lunch
thank i eat a little slow
choo came
the guys are pigs la
eat finish le still go eat more
on my money
=s
walked to liang court
den waited for mel n her frens to come
entered on vip list
cool
came out to look for mel
this nice malay guy gave me his extra tics
cuz mel not enough
went in for a while
den came out le
hung arnd dunno do wad
yushan n fren came
went 7-11
stuff happen
spoil mood
walked off to find mel n frens
went in again
headed to dancefloor
mel frens left soon
danced a while
den left le
just felt weird
dunno why
walked arnd central trying to find a way into the carpark
dom sent me home
thanks thanks!
slept quite late
thinking abt things

fri
halfday off
settled things
headed to work
farewell party for xiufen
jon came back too
pizza!
work work work
think i tio shoot
heck
was sneezing like mad
running a little fever
came home n sleep
weird la
whole day no smses n calls
den when i sleeping
3 calls and a few smses
stonned

today
i woke up at 2
actually woke up at 11
den went back to sleep
damn tired
too long not enough sleep

there
updated
i've yet to upload pics
will do so asap

I MISS LYNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

early morning madness

damn tired
damn frustrated
hais...

=(

i hate being fake
and i hate fakers

i love e.t.
i love amanda darling
i love rainy days
but i hate being caught in it

running in heels
while on the phone
quite funny

thinking back
i miss then
cuz now is jus sad
strangers..

i need sleep
real bad

i hope things go well

Thursday, March 22, 2007

zombie

the past few days have been real tiring
worrying abt many things
frustration just builts
so damn tired
functioning on my last reserves
fearing abt many things

mad day at work
ppl all a little siao

hais
i just want to take a break
but i can't afford to

i'm sorry for not calling...
=(

Monday, March 19, 2007

presenting..........

my brand new

ipod shuffle!

pretty no?

i see a start to a new beginning

sister

brother

the three of us during chinese new year!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

decisions decisions

tiring day
dunno why also
not like go out whole day
but i think not enough sleep ba

went for aus university fair
with sis
saw mich on the way there!!
=D
hmmmm
lots of thinking to do

i GOT it!!
ipod shuffle
for FREE
lalalalala
hehe

i love mao mao
mao mao is a darling
mao mao is sweet
=D
i'm blessed

eventful

i ended u gg for OT
although was torn up by choices
a promise is a promise

office was quiet
did batching
and jus as we were packing up
finger was sliced up by a staple
a small,quite deep & freaking painful cut
thanks ching for the plaster

went to bugis to meet mum
ate
den went shopping
i got heels
yay yay!
=)

went home
while mum went grandma's
frenzy of calling
got times settled
met clarie at my mrt a little late
headed to clarke quay
had dinner at pepper lunch
yums
walked a little
and saw daddy!
but daddy didn't seem to remb mummy
haha!!!
mel came
went to get drinks
den ber came
so back to pepper lunch to pei her eat
they got ice cream
walked to boat quay
celebrations for st patricks day in sum places
cool & cute hats
went to macs to meet franz & dom
talked.. took pics..
walked sum more
after sum deciding
headed for esplanade
walking through a cool underpass
after more decided
ended up in a bar there
man
bad choice to choose graveyard
sucks like mad!
gonna kill jason who said i should try tt
=s
i could onli stay a while
b4 rushing off to meet curfew
hais
=(
so sad la!
hais hais
oh yes
thanks franz for embrassing me
rushed home like mad
was practically running home
lucky it was ok

hais
tired of it all

i can live without it

Saturday, March 17, 2007

fucked up

many lessons are learnt
not in a classroom
but out there in the world

choices made
often change the outcome
life is like a race
with no turning back
no sympathy for regrets

realised things rather painfully
once again
such a dumbass
to go through it again & again

twice
in a day
i came so close
a record

Friday, March 16, 2007

...

time seem to pass both fast and slow at the same time
contridicting right?

work has been real tiring
but i'm glad tt this time there's ppl i noe!
=p
so i haf a new bff
haha
nice ppl there

have been working OT this week
super tiring

oh ya
helped out some recruit workshop on wed
took leave frm work
went to nanyang girl's early in the morn
got lost on the cab
rather funny la
just as we were calling mohli to find out where to go
the cab turns out and tadah
the school
hahaha
overall
it was ok
damn tiring by the time it ended!
went to ps for lunch
den did a little shoping in ps with mohli
b4 rushing to tm to get things and meeting tl
had prac
well
let's jus sae everything tt could go wrong
went wrong
hais

sumtimes
i really dun noe wad to do
i really jus dun seem to fit here
everything i do is wrong
everything tt goes wrong is my fault
it makes me wan to scream
it makes me not wan to come back
the feeling of being screamed at for things i didn't do
is killing me
the feeling of being screamed at when i bloody make the effort to come home early
is killing me
the distrust u show me
hurts like bloody shit
i thot tt
by now i should be numb to it
but i'm not
all these words seem to be able to find more places to hurt

hais

i dun haf the energy
to be strong anymore
no where to turn to..no one to lean on..
i dun haf the energy
to care anymore

Sunday, March 11, 2007

new perspective

u go ur way
i go mine

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

earthquake

second day at work
now currently working at great eastern
not bad la
the stapler machine rocks!!!
haha
interesting day!
experienced the tremors frm the earthquake
its a real out of this world feeling
hahah
caused quite an uproar in the office
poured after work
got drenched
made sumone think too much
oops
hahaha
can can was a darling
got me popeyes!
yums

mel is being evil
=(
i'm hurt

thanks to the even more unexpected for showing care

Sunday, March 04, 2007

...

hmmmm...
a great big thanks to many ppl
the expected and unexpected
yep

decisions to make

things to settle

new job to begin

Thursday, March 01, 2007

rain rain rain

it rained the whole day already
let's hope it won't tml

gloomy day
hais

sometimes
it only takes
a small thing
to affect a person

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