i want to see the stars!!
a week flew by like tt..whooshtoo fast manreached school on the dotyupgp early in the mornas we walked in the classroommrs toh started commenting on our uniformcuz mr tan asked her tohahabut she was nice ladidn't do muchjust sae saewe all tio shock la..cuz we expected tt she'll be very strictthere was a presentation on terrorismwas taking notes to keep myself awakeafter tt had breakheard frm the rest of the classmr tan checked uni tooand he nagged them for a long whilehmmm...still think tt tucking in will not improve the school's imagenvmsat arnd n talked until time's uptook our timeand went into lect 10 min lateoops?dozing offheh... amanda t smsed me to stop dozing off labut i didn't see it until much laterwhoopsafter lect...chem tuthmm..ms khoo is getting a little pissed by how late we are alwaeslect end late n stuff...boo...when by quite fast la...bio lecthmm...need to get the option textbk..but i still can't remenber if i brought home wr bookor did she even give me...quite sure she didif it's not at home...can only be in bandroom rite?haix...short term memoryafter bio lectwent for bio pracreveiwed the skill a practicalshaix...so much to write!!hope i'll be able to do well next weekpraysms nora is nice i guessbut sumtimes quite sarcasticmaybe tt's how bio teachers are..ms chan was likdat too...wonder how is she!!we ended on the dot...went off to eatwas talking n crapping as usual...hmmmnoisy bunchwent off for band arnd 2all alone againsadband started after a whiledr lee came abt 3?prac prac practhere this whole long list of songs to complete for each praci hope the band will not dissapoint himi had a record of 7 empty chairs beside meoh yahad a fun time sms ing woan rong when she came back!!missed her lots!!=)prac prac prachad a short breakraining outsidehmm...good mood today i guessat least better tt normalden there was this incident abt the names we called dr lee when he's not arnd...and of all the ppl he asked me to go overwhy me?! -_-"hahai'm guai la...=Xbut when he asked abt wad we called our ex conductorsi couldn't help but laugh=DsHhhhh....rather funny..yup..went back inran through n prac sum morelet off earliertalked to dr lee for a while b4 he leftyup..den talked to graceden went off to pack up n stufffinally cleared out arnd 7?went off to find franztook bus to pprotted on the way there...oksaw this guy with a nose ringtotally gross...when we finaaly reachedwent to find his frenhand in his punch card i thinkdinner at kfcyumsso we were boredwe were like trying to find the no. of seconds b4 a call will connect la..so we were called each other's phonelame!!den we called other ppl toohahacalled meland she's like evilgot sweetheart le den dun wan talk to meso hurt=(lamed arnd sum more b4 we leftwent m1 stalli want to change hpbut still dun see a phone i likepicky pickywalked arndden went off to pet shopcute rabbits!!the golden retrivers are gone...finally decided to go homewaited for bus for so longtalked tons n tons of crapbus was crowdedwalked home frm enous againno stars tonightall blocked by the cloudswhere are all the stars?reached home..drank soup mummy cookedgoing off to sleep soon!!panda eyes..there's many things to be donefor everythinghmm...i hope i can work something outsomething tt all sides will be able to agree togive me some timei'll try my best!!i wan to get many thingstt's if i'm able to find the time to shopand the cash to afford themi just realisedi haven stepped into tm for a week plustime is slipping through my fingers-if i let go of what i am,i become what i might be-
SPA day
rushed to schoolwent out of hse late..met wilson at intetchangemr tan's sick againtake care!!bio tutwasn't listeningwas trying to studynext was bio tutwhere we did SPA trialhaix...wasn't able to write finish...lucky was trial?went off for breakfastden was talkinghaix...dunno wad i'm going to do lajust dun push it lait's reaching everyone's limitswent off to libsettled downstarted studying for chem SPAstudy n studybut it dosen't really go inhaix...was tired nearing the end of the breaktook a short napb4 started studying againyet another has dropped econswent off for gplesson was shortcuz mrs toh had to leave earlythe 4 of us left early toocause of chem SPAfor oncems khoo was realli latehmm...abt the SPAi dunno if wad i wrote was rightboohoohoo...basically forgot alot of thingshaix...sucksnvmits overshall not dwell on itwent offafter a whilemet up with the classwatch soccer matchthe match btw tj n nyj just endedwas raining toohad to walk in the rain a little to meet the classi simply hate wetting my baghaiz...we stayed to watch the matchwhich was interrupted by the rain a few timeswhoots!first half it was tp 2 hwa chong 0and it remained tt way till the endwhee!!=)fun time watchingcomments.cheering.talkingsomeone got hurt quite badyupswe went home...all too tireddrained brain deadplease let me find a wayto let go
tired to the max
tiring day!!seriously tiredcan k.o. right now..first 2 lessons had breakdoing work outside council room sherlyn is cuteshe brought one whole big pack of ceralhahaeveryone shock laanywayi didn't do muchcuz got stuck doing discrete r.v.figured it out slow...pe...the sun was uphotnordin is madlast thing b4 he let us offwas to sprint one round of the trackdieshaix...my knee was aching b4 peafter pewas in pain ladieslesson learntdun exercise with a bad kneechem lectwas okden breakchanged den went canteenmunched on guavamaths tut went ok lalet off a little lateso rushed off for maths lectfirst time i sat front rowhehafter tthad breakbut most of the class had consultationwith ms khooonly left like jy.daph.franz n me free lawent to eattalked with mr chow at the end yupi guess our class is quite lucky to get himyupafter ttwent off for gpsupposed to be at d blockbut venue changeand i didn't noe lalucky stella tell meyupwent off to j blockthe other end of schoolhahapresentation hmmmnext time should be my grp' s turn lelastlychem make up lessonhais...SPA tmldieswent late for band todaystuff...haix...was all alone today laplaying suckstoo soft.fingering was craphaix...tired n worriedhaf been the whole dayhaix...combine just went on n onwhen there was a breakcalled home..at least some stuff was lifted frm my worriestalked to mr limyupit's settledno more fri night prac until further noticeyupthe search is onwent back incombine to near 7tiredppl cleared out quickleft me waiting alone for gracewe left togetherwent to 7-11talkedwent homeend of dayignorance is blissi said itcuz i believe itknowing too muchwill only cause sufferinghaix..but i guess it dependscuz if one is able to handle it allden it wun bring sufferingi dunno whenbut since tt day i heard iti lost all my confidence,faith n hopethe betrayal i felt was immensethe shock i felt numbed it alli talk to u nowout of necessityi smile at u nowout of courtesycuz i haf lost all my respect for ui dun thinki will be able to trust againu chose the easier way outwithout thinking of the consequncei had to do it for ui chose to continue as per normalso tt it wun affect everythingi alwaes believedtt there are sumthings tt should never be told to the wrong pplnothing more to saeaffected me alotALOThaix...dunno whyi bother so muchcuz i noeu duni'm living n breathingbut i'm not alive
haix....
tutorial day....assembly in the hallhad some talkbut dun really remember wadwent up to civis classroomi dun think mr tan cameso we baiscally spent the rest of the 2 periods freewas trying to study skill a for bio spaok..can't really stand the constant talk abt SATso i went out wif some ppl to study outsidei triedbut k.o. laterthey all artalk must bang table de...-_-"anyway woke up and chatted a whileb4 chem tut was to startwalked into the classroomand almost all of them were flat on the table lafunnysee all of them like ttokden ms khoo was like asking why we all sleepingfound out tt we were actually supposed to check the verification slipby todaylike greatand mr tan not there..anywaychem tut ended den bio tut startwas supposed to do the skill a trialwrite like madbut like not good lehafter 1/2 hr we stoppedwere to continue on thursi didn't go for breakstayed in classroom to do workhaix....laggingafter tt was mathshaix...demoralisedso sad la...must buck up for maths la...oh yathe class had a shouting match ladunno why sum ppl are so unreasonablemr chow asked us how to improve the standardso one suggestion was class test after every topicmost were agreeable cuz it would be practise mabut one person was like totally against itcuz according to tt personit is unreasonable tt the better students haf to go through testjust because of the weaker studentslike wad the hell??not sae test will be bad for the better students maso some kinda gt real pissed off laand were shouting bac haix...after ttwas chem tut againended ok labut everyone tired lepei some of them find mr chowden we later all decided to go homebut on the busme mel n franzdecided to follow the rest to jy houseto see seehahafunniethere was jy.daph.elvin.wil.fabian.mel.franz.mewe baiscally slacked arnd her hsewowher hse like super peaceful in the afternoon lasitting on the sofasso nice to sleep lawe talked n talked n talkedmostly abt one topichaix....dunno wad to doso now i really dun carechoo cameden we continued talkingheharnd 3 plusmost of us leftonli left choo.jy n daphwent homehahawas like hungry ladidn't eat hmmm...went home n stonedhahacaught the repeat of the campus superstaryupstonedtoo tired to do anythinghaix...ate dinnerk.o. laterbro was amused?hmm...time to mugmugging is good for health=X-drained-
wet wet day
it basically rained the entire dayi woke up to the sound of rainhaix...just wished i could sleep inheh...reached earlier den normalhmm...first 2 periods was speheats again4x400hehthe gals did well!!1st wor!screamed until voice diehahafunnieguys did ok la...but so poor thinglike 2 of them strain their muscles frm running la...hmmmskipped bio lect to go do my speech for gp presentationhmmm...went for chem lectden found out tt gp periods today is lecturedies...haha...anywaychem passed quite quickbreak nextwent canteen slackden bio tutfor the FIRST time in our liveswe were there even before the bell ranghehnew teacher i guesshmmm...anywaythe new bio teacher is ms norai dun really like hermaybe its to early to saebut the lesson just crawled...i just like ms chan betterhaix...its like the whole class is dead wif hersad...had a period breakateokthe class had this real horribly disgusting topicthey were talking abtlike wad the hell??in the SCHOOL CANTEEN...bthyeesh...went off for gp lectarghwalked in the rain across the tpelike heavy rain lacuz franz being bai ka didn't want to walk the longer routewas drenched?thanks arwet my bag...-_-"lect was boring....okfunnie incidentcuz most of the class ppl were sleepingden the teacher came n clapped her handand said fire!hahadunno wad else la...lame..after lectwent for mathshahai'm like confirm in for remedial...anywaypassed quite fastden end of lesson!!yeahnesswent to put bag in band roomden went canteen wif melslackedand talked to her frenslame until....hahayuparnd 4 pluswent for bandpractthere's still a prob with my keysdunno wat's wrongcuz everything seems finehmmm...yupi went off arnd 630 plusfirst time i went off b4 locking up...weirdcan u believe tt while eating dinner with melstill thinking if they locked up yethaix...okme n melhad alot to talk abtwe kinda feel the same for a lot of thingsyah...went homehaix...stomache feel so weirddies....ok...haf to go do alot of things... missing the timeswanting to relive them again-drained-
rainy day
hmm..spent most of the day outwent to meet amanda at 12 at bedokweather was super hot n just horribleblahz..reached early..went to take bus to choo's househmmm...although went to her hse b4didn't noe how to walk thereheh...waited for her...went her hse n ate stuff...den we started to do the presentationbut it was more of amanda doing it...was basically lying on the sofa n stoningoh ya...read out the pts we were supposed to research..heh...was tired la...no idea why..we stayed in tt room for abt an hr half?den amanda was feeling hungry againheh... she keep saying ppl sae she's pregnant..tt's why constantly hungry n got food cravingsfunnieanywaywe went to find stuff for herhahamade pancakes!!!fun funchoo's weird!!she thinks pancake n mayo is nice...erm... ok...went bac n do sum morebut the topic really cover soooooooooooo muchamanda k.o.sprawled on the floor with the big bean bag and slepthahai did like a littleden she woke up...hmm...i had to leave early...so choo walked me outraining real hard..wet...took 60 to bus stopso weird cuz by tt time i reachedwhich was onli like 3 bus stops away?it stopped rainingit's been raining on n off like tt for the whole afternoonwalked homeafter i reached home a whilewent out againwith family..paternal sidehad a wonderful dinner at the placenear joo chiat which was famous for its black pepper crabyumsreached home after dinnerWHOOTS!!!just heard the news!!!dear ms chan has given birth to her son named christianthis afternoon at arnd 1.40pm!!yeahness!!!!=Dso happy for her!!!can't wait to visit her n her baby!!!take care ms chan!!S04 loves u!!=Dhmmm...so now... we all wait to see our new bio teacherand frm the looks of it..she should be last yrs j2 teachercuz its not one of our j2 teachersn ms chan keeps saying she's fierce...or at least implying tt lo...boohoohoo...yup yupwe shall see...lets hope the week ahead is going to be a good one..everything happens for a reasonmaybe one dayi'll noe why-drained-
hmmm....
slept in...was quite unwilling to wake upheh..lazy meerm...didn't do muchwent out for lunch wif bro..came backslacked arnd...den did some work...hmm..didn't really mug..haiz...oki went bac to sleep arnd 5the weather is quite horrible these few daesjust very humideven if it isn't hotits just humidboo..slept..tired like dunno wathmmm...mel's call woke me up...haha..i think everyone can noe when i just woke up by the sound of my voice la..yup..chatted a little with her..den lazed sum more in bedwah...she called me again lashe was high n going mad la..funnieher fren want to matchmake herheh..funnieand yah...she thinks tt my bro's voice is nice..heh...watching tv now..funniehmm..going out to do gp project tmlhope we can finish fastneed to get home la..boo...yup...hmm...i haf to find sumthing...not sure if i even haf tt bookbut hmm..i'll trynothing much le..-drained-
finally..the weekend
finallyits the weekendcan sleep in tmlyeahnesshmm...reached school on the dot againhehhmm...had gpwas presentationsfeel tt mrs toh getting a bit fed up wif us le..boo...anywaywent off for break after tthmmm...maths testi'm deadyuphaix...i'm going to start muggingyupgonna listen to advices n start studyingyupmugging is good for healthhaha...crapwent for chem tut late due to testms khoo pissedhaix...after tt bio lectat the end of lectheard tt ms chan is not in school lewe all thot she was going to haf her last lesson with us todaykinda sadhad bio prac wif mrs gaythe setting up of appartus was kinda fun laden was the going through of skill acan dieso boringdozed off la...hmmm...and she kept us until 130sad...we never really di d end on time deusually let off earlywent off bb tea stallafter toking to ms d tanhahashe's getting orettier by the day la...miss the time we went to starbucks wif heractuallyi just miss the times the class used to go there..haix...ate waffleden went back for band..as dr lee was still sickno night prachad combined sectionals den sectionalsden combineyuptiredlips numb by the end lahmmm..talked to ms khoo a while outside band rmwith daph n franzyupsurprisinglythis is one of the days tt the band rm cleared out quite fastyup locked upden went off to meet franzwent to parkwayhahahp was kidnapped by himso any weird smsits not me..hahayupwalked arnd trying to decide where to eatsince we couldn'twent off to see his teacher?dunno laabt his work tmlyupsianedhahaden we went offsettled at macslazy to go other place laate n crapped a lotdunno wad we doing laafter long long whilewent off walkerm...aimlessly?haha..oh yawent go see if rach was workingand she was!!hahafunnieafter tt fianlly went hometook 15died frm shock on the bus...wah...someone's going to die if anything goes wronghaix...walked homestone modegoing to sleep in tmlden mug for the rest of the day..hahai hope i can lahmmmm....i wonder..-drained-
drained
tired like mad..haven been online for the past few days..too tiredhmmm...stuff happenedhaix...dunno wad to say anymoretoday it rained in the mornalmost didn't wan to wake upso shuang to sleep inhahastill got up in the endwent to schoolreached on the dothehbio lect den tutden had the 6 period breakwe went to eathmmm...i haf money today!!hahacan't believe i lived through a day with only 30cents yestand ended the day still with 30 centshahamadnesstoo much things on my mind since yesti feel rather betrayedhaix...i mugged through the rest of the breaktrying to finish the chem tut n do mathstired...i couldn't take it nearing the endslept on the tablehmmm...went off for gp lessonden chem practwe were quite shocked when we stepped into the labno one was there!hahaand we were already a little latehahaspa trial for skill dlalawas ok la...we all thought she would drag the lesson on but she didn't wah siahappybut by the end of the lessonwas so tiredi was talking crapnot making sense when talking to amanda n franz lablabblinghehwent off to find amanda targhthe school is filled with mozziesdies...with time to sparewent to eathahawas to meet can can at 6 plustook bus to tm still got time to spare lastood there and almosted k.o ed la...she finally camewith these grp of pplwas like on exhibit lastare at me for wad?... hahaheckswe went offwalking aimlesslytoo tired to think ledamn drained..hehfor the first timeshe decided where to eat!hahayupsat downstory telling startedhmmm..gal ar...dun get so pek cek abt it laand dun too stubborn..someone has to give in in the endor else nothing will result laya...and yes...i noe i'm shortdun haf to emphasize rite?hahafeed me ice cream feed until so highhaha..yupmistaken for j1 so many times today...sian ed...it was nice to see her after so longtalked abt alot of thingshmm...can't wait till the 12thwe'll be going amanda's concert together!!yeahness=)tired siathere's maths test tml...haix...one week is going to be over soon..so fast...there's nth to say le ba?silence continues..-drained-
its back to school!
i could wake up this mornquite amazed cuz i didn't really sleep wellhmm...anywaygot to school and went up to band rmbecame cleaner againcleaned up the mess on the table outstide band roomhmmm...went off for assemblyspe for 1st 2 periodsthey had the heats for sports dayhehso proud of the class galsgot 2nd for both 12 x100 n 4x100yupthe guys did well toospent most of pe talking to pplsoaking up the morning sunhahawent off for lectbio lectdidn't haf the notesso wasn't listeningchem lectdidn't bring my notesbut choo lend me herscuz she wanted to do her gp essayso i copied for heryup...oh yathe teacher's voice was perfect siaas mel saidlike lullabyhahabut i stayed awake..whoots!teacher let us off earlywent off to changeden off to canteensat there n crappedhahawent off for bio tuthmmm..going to change teacher sooncuz ms chan is going to give birthand she refuses to tell us whose taking overi guess i'll miss herand quite sad cuz she wun be able to take us once she leaves lehmm..went off for a period breakate stuffdies...am super duper brokei haf 2 bucks left until my allowance comeshmm...paid for alot of things for the camp....dies...double gp period nxtmansso damn sad lafirst time i failed my gp comprehensionarghzand of all times its a term testdissapointed in myself...haix..maths tut was the last lessontiringhmm...went off to band room after ttmet up with tonglongpassed me the keys to return mr limhmm..stoned a little in the band roomcleaned the board blah blah...oh yah...if i can't find a job next timei'll be a photocopying shop ladyhehi helped tonglong photocopy like 40 plus pages of stuffhahakaixin n me like stood there for dunno how longyupwent off to pracbut ended up talking to tonglong outstide band roomthanks for the advices n stufflearned a lotand got to noe more things..i'll try to improve thanks!!after talking to himhe went offtalked to mr lim nextden finally graceyup...hmm...started prac kinda latelike 530but didn't really do muchwarmed up. tuned. looked at scores...went out when perc started their combine sectionalshmm..spent the rest of the time in the small rmhmm...yupcleared out by 620 plusargh!!there's a problem with one of the lightsdiescan't turn offthink got prob with circuitsumhow we turned it offlocked up n leftwent to find franzslacked in the canteen with himwhile waiting for meltt gal ar..said tt i would end later den herbut the both of us waited abt an hr for her lawhile talking to franz..he said some stuffthat got me thinkingya..maybe it was really me who started ignoringso it is wad it is now i guess i am to blame too bahaix...it just so sad lai dunno how to sae anymorebut i guessthere's nth much i can or will do nowcuzits methere's nothing leftend of story.left school arnd 730went homehmm...tiredit was a short n long day at the same timetrying not to think too much abt ittrying to forcus on the important stuffsurprised when i heard cuz i dun think i was fit for itbut thanks for the vote of confidencei hope things get betteri'll take the advice to heartand put it to good usei'll trysumhow i feeltroubled n sadwhen i saw u like tti dunno whycuz i'm not even sure if anything's wrongmaybe i shouldn't care too much anymoreplease take care n smile-feel my pain-
it has come to a point
it has come to a point that i cannot even talk to u anymore.not even a simple hi.i want to talk to u.i miss talking to u.but now i really dun noe how to start.it hurts.real bad.being torn from inside out.no matter how much i wan to forget.i still can't.at least still not yet.holding on is no use.i noe tt.but my heart doesn't listen.so dumb to believe it meant more.so dumb to still think abt it.naive?yes.just so naive.even now i still hope we could still talk.but the hopes are in vain.hurt n bleeding.i dun think anyone can understand.theres so much happening in my life.i wish i could tell u everything.i wish for alot of things.i wish things didn't turn out like that.i wish i told u.i wish...but wishing is for dumb ppl like me.who dun do anything abt it.i'm hurting.
haix...
i dunno wat to saeone weekflew by just like thatway too fastit seems thati didn't get anything donehaix...i feel so laggingtoo many things are happening at the same timethere's too many things tti have not find a way to expresstoo many thingstt i dunno who to tellhaix...spent most of the daydoing mathsreally need to buck up on mathsthings came up againwad the....i really dun wan such a thing to happenhaix...why can't things work outi hopei am given a chance to do sumthinghaix...its real saddeningi guessit's really fated that its this batchi would like to thank alot of pplfor helping out with the campdaphne.amanda.grace.joce.farhan.kaixiang.kianhongthe list goes onthanks to all the seniors tooyah..u all noe who u area great big thanksheart is achingfrm everything tt is and have happenedi dunno wat's wrongbut i noesumthing is not ritedo take careand smilecause its not u when u dun...i dun want muchas long as u are happyits enough-feel my pain-
all the wrong n dumb things i've done
back from camphaix...tons n tons of things happenedmany many unhappy thingsi was dumbif the camp didn't go wellwhich is most prob wat everyones thinksi guess i have to bear part of the blameeverything went wrongmaybe this was really the worst it ever wenti really cannot take it much morei was never meant to do such stufftried so hardbut it still dosen't work outor get any betterwoke up earlywent to tm to get stuff for games alonecalled dr lee to see if he was comingbut he wun becuz he's still really sickpls take carebought the stuff den went to schoolsurprisinglyat 10 amthere was already alot of ppl in the bandroomyup...had breakfast outside with amandaden had morning combine practtaken by scwas really glad cuz the number of ppl late was so much lesslunch breakdidn't eathaix....dr lee cun make it for the whole dayhad a discussion on the schedule abt the rest of the dayhaix...i dunnosumtimes it's better to think it out more throughlyafter lunchhad sectionalsbut i didn't gocuz was planning for night walki noeit's real last minhaix...spent most of the time with amanda daph kai xiang n kian hongcoming up with ideas n placeshaix..there's so many things we want to dobut can't cuz we dun haf the manpowerwe made dofinally settled on the placeswe ran throught the route oncein daylightbut the first place we wentwe freaked outhahadumbwas planning was to do n stuffden a door slammed n the hand dryer turned on and we screamed n ran outhahafunny cuzkian hong just sai we shuld write owe money pay money on the mirrorden all the things happenedhahadamn shocked lahahayupran through the routedecided wad to doden we went back for band combineeverything went downhill frm therewas already tired n not feeling wellhaix...there's alwaes a time n place for thingsbut i didn't think tt was the time to i dunnowhy choose the timewhere it's most obvious tt u're not there to be not there?maybe i was over reactingbut seriousu still haf the say to say such things can bedone laterhaix...combine until 5'when u say sumthing, stick to itno matter wat happens'tt's wad u told me to doso when u said u wanted to do thatwhy didnt u follow throughi noe i shoudn't haf went offi noe it was not ritebut being in tt mood that i wasi can't haf done the games n expect it to work when i was in such a moodwhy is itwhen i didn't noe how to do it or handle thingsi still tried towhen u didn't to want/feel like doing things i did it..somewhat alonegames..yes it can be hard to conduct but there's alwaes ppl to help uwhen sumthings is saidit has to donewhen i needed to turn to someonei couldn't find anyone therecalled meltalked n talkedfelt so damn horribleat tt point of timei really couldn't care anymorebut sumwhere in mei still could not not carehaix..ppl who tired to calli didn't pick uphaix...i felt so damn uselessi dun understand why i was pickedcuz i dun think i haf it in melook wat was done so fareverything went wrong sumhowhaix...thanks melfor listeningeven if u didn't really noe wad was going onmaybe i needed someone who didn't noe anythinghaix...talked for a longwhilethanks to those ppl that were there for meespecially daphnewent backfeeling much better n in better control of myselfbut one decision madecan change alot of thingstt's why they haf to be made carefullythere were reasons why i said we should not allow tthaix..nvmme n daphwent out to get stuff for nightwalkand had dinnerwent round getting all the thingsand the cakei'm so broke nowreally so brokehaix...went backand started filling water bombsjust me n daphgrace came a while laterand helped outden more ppl camemuch laterjoce.farhan.yanlengi did a while moreden went off with kai xiang to prepare the nightwalkwent round all the placessetting up the things n clueshands were all red frm all the paintingand so tiring to do all the stuffit was getting darker lethe games were to start at 8but it didn'tcuz most of the ppl weren't backme n kaixiang continued doingn doingermhad a freaky experience with the lighthmm...shan't sae lewhen it was almost donewe went back to the wet gamesit was already very latebut the 2nd game haf not startedso i tried to help outbuteverything went absolutely wrongpissed to the maxwent up came to conclusions n just snappedmaybe i came to conclusion too fastdid a stupid thingseen by the wrong pplbut i really already couldn't care at tt pointtoo much was just too muchtt was the one thingi thot would go most wellcuz we did the exact thing b4maybe circumstances were diffi snappedat tt pointi wanted to leaven not come backthanks daphwho was there all the wayif i was rude or ignored ppli'm sorrycontinued on for the night walkwent to light candlesarghreally tio shock by kiongwee kenneth n kwang liangwere at the pathway to the gal's toliet at the stadium thereden they were at the grandstandthey heard us den they made gohstly noisesand the three of usdaph.kaixiang n mefreaked out and screamed like madlike thanksafter we were donewent to startwent to the staium there to be station masterhaix...damn tiredbroke downi'm really uselessn weakhaix...sitting theregiving up was a tempting choicenightwalk startedppl camethe guys decided to scare pplso they went into the toliets in waiti had to go open gate for amanda n rachwent to grandstand areatalked summorethe guys were real good at scaring ppli kept having to open gate for pplafter quite a whilethe game kinda wound downwent to open gate many many timesfor ppl to go out n inafter i opened for yanlengwent to blow out candles and clearwith grace n rachden was i was walking bac to grandstandphone reang againopen gate againwas so tiredtt when waiting for woan rong to comethe three of us just laid down on the road in front of the gatelooked at starsi think the ppl that went past thot we were mad latoo tired to careit was really late lelike 1 plus maybeafter tt we went back to grandstandwent up to bandroomwent to bathe?ya i think we didhmm..got the guys to go with usthanksnice bathhehafter ttwe got out the caken celebrated all the march babies bdaekianhong.mr lim.grace.desmond.yanleng but she went home leyupcut cake n stuffslacked outside the lt1hahai got mr lim to allow us to on air com in ltwent to watch stuffwanted to go out to macsfinally got everyone movingoh yasaw some weird n funnie clipwent out to tmartat like 2 plus in the morn?madthere were like 8 guys n 5 gals i thinkwalked the long way therehad ice cream!!whootsok the gals went madhad a lot of fun with the multi shot on rach phonewith me taking the pics daph n amanda as the main charactersand rach n grace our viewers hahalameden all the weird things we were sayinglike no linkand super cold jokesyupwent quite mad therehmmm...finally went offafter buying stuff for pplon the way backgrace was so tired she could haf collasped lawas like supporting her with rachyupwent backwanted to watch saw 2but they couldn't open itwasted a lot of time trying to figure it outthey were watching alot was crap stuffwas nodding off leglad i brought xiao dong xiwe were all feeding mozziesleg was taolly covered by bitesoh yahrashes toodiesa lot of ppl started sleeping in the ltcuz they weren't watching a moviefinallythey watched troyhehi like..tt was already 5 i thinkwatched until 550 plusdeni went to off airconwathced summoreden went off alone to clear more of the nightwalk stuffcame backand caught the end of the moviehmm...had a small prob with the air conthanks sujin for helping meyupden was sitting outside a whileb4 going off to clean the last tolietyupcame back to band room arnd 7 plusppl started leaving leyupwe were sleeping on one of the tables outsidehugging my bearwe all sleptbut i kinda kept waking up when ppl leftand for no reasonhmm..woke up arnd 8 plusbut still sat theretonglong came arnd 830?hahahe was like having a fun time looking at the slping pplsat with usand ate his brakfastamanda was highhahadaph woke up soonhehthistime much easier to wake her uphahanot like last timelike a loghahayupden daph went higheveryone siao laalumni were coming lebut we mostly just sat there n talked n listen musicuntil arnd 10 plushad fun trying to use woan rong's phonetook pics of piglet cuteyupsoonarnd1030?went in to pack our stuffleaving leyupwaited outside for everyonesaw shufenhahafinally we leftdecided to cab home with amandabroke to the maxhaix...can stop using cash lehahareached home arnd 11 plusthey just got up not long i thinkbathedden went to slp arnd 12?mum was so sweeton aircon for me to sleepyupi knocked out siawhen mum woke me up it was nearing 8 at nitehehfunniehad dinner of sortshmm...i noticed tt i have a lot of small cutsall of which i didn't notice until nowsome hurthahaheckstireddrainedi'm off to do work-feel my pain-
